God and his crazy plans,

LOL. I don't know if I should be happy or crying at this because my parents want to quit their jobs and set up their own business. Both of my parents.  I know that they're sick and tired of their jobs for that their jobs are really a tad bit fucked up. Both of them are really stress from work. They hardly have time to spend for each other, needless to say for my brother and I. It pains me to see my dad & mum attending night courses/studying till late into the night. To me, I think the idea of setting up their OWN business is VERY risky. But then again, success comes with failure. Its about the hard work and determination. Who knows that their relation would get better and better. Who knows we all would be richer HAHA. ANYWAYS. that shall be considered as a happy thing... and the sad part..... my studies. If I were to continue on with my studies till university, they both would have to endure another 5 years of such living. No child would want to see this happen. but if they were to quit their jobs before I enter a university... I doubt that we'll be able to pay my school fees. 

I silent myself upon being asked if I want to continue my studies or not.

WELL DUH, OF COURSE I DO. IF NOT WHY WOULD I EVEN BOTHER TO WORK SO HARD HUH. Sigh.. I don't want to see my parents being stressful and all. I want them to be happy................................... Never thought that this would happen, but it did. and so here it is, I got nothing to fear. I must have nothing to fear for I am JoelynTanYiYing. A girl whose dream is to be an awesome teacher and earned bigbigbig bucks. I'll face whatever that comes. I'll fight for my dreams. I will never ever give up.... it sucks to have this happening on me but I'll take it as a challenge. For me to learn and to be stronger and better in every ways. 

FYI, I MISS GARY.

BYE.