"It stays on my mind"
Chant with me, Dreams don't and will never come true. My dreams never come true. and this is not an exception though how much I wanted it to be true.... but yeah, face the truth. its never gonna happen.
Tummy cramps today. Damn suck. I kept wanting to shit but nothing comes out. Then training at 3pm. Spells freaking hot sun. I think I got burnt already. What's worst is that I fell. LOL I think the way I fell is freaking stupid. I fell slow-mo please. Its like I can use my hand to support because I know that I'm gonna fall but I decided to fall on my knee thinking it'd hurt less. HAW HAW. I've got scars on both my knee. Ugly lor, please heal. I got 3 secs concussion by ball today. I got hit HARD ON MY HEAD, I totally went blank out I swear. Had some talk by Mr Edgar Tham...... its the same. all about self-believing. and trust...... frankly speaking, I only had one thing on my mind. Sucky thing. "if there's a will then there's a way" I've got the will but I've got no way for you are not believing. Its 10pm. I want to knock out. BYE ^^ funny but youstillmakemyheartitchedandfuckthisfeelingforiknowyoufeelnothinganymoreandimstillbeingtheidiotsighimissyouveryverymuchandiwanttotalktoyoubuticantbecausethefeelingwouldcomeback :(thistimei'vereallyaskedforitifellhardigaveinmyeverythingguessthisismykarmaohwell. get on with life! I HATE BEING ALONE BECAUSE STUPID THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS FLYING AROUND. Tsk, I think I need to have sticky notes on my walls again.
Random but i feel like dancingggggggg. hahahah fuck la I feel like doing so many things. I feel like learning to play the guitar, I feel like dancing. I feel like skating, I feel like having a picnic! I feel like flying kite. HOW???? K I'm suppose to sleep. NIGHTSSSS
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