Sunday, November 8, 2009

Fresh feeling,


*sings*
and then a hero comes along. with the strength to carry on. and you cast your fear aside, and you know you can survive. and when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you where you'll be strong, and you'll finally see the truth..

that my heros are Gabriel and my brother~~~

HAHA. Yeah, my two awesome-est heros who saved me from my boring saturday! I tell you, I was so desperate to get my ass out of my house that I called EVERY SINGLE one in my contact list. EVERY. EVEN my primary school friend whom I didn't see for like what, 6 years?! when all hopes was gone.... Gabriel came along! HAHA, fishcake, I'll stop with the dramamama thingy. I'm high. hahahahaha. kkkkk

so he was nice... okay no. because I bribed him to watch movie with me. HAHA. I treat him okay! Caught Love happens! ^^ , we had a full hour before the movie starts. So we walked around E-hub like total losers. roamed NTUC. haha then we played a game! HAHAHAHAH we were too bored you see. the game was to find the cheapest and most expensive thing you can find in NTUC. and I totally owned! Hello, I is oh ba sang please. HAHA.
I know what's expensive, whats worth and what's not. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. We had so much fun. 

that ass kept whining that he wanted to watch "this is it". I kept his mouth shut by singing along the song that was played HAHAHAHAH. Not a lover of salted popcorn but Salted popcorn with cheese is hella good! Should try^^ tastes good after a few bites. HEE. I was a dimwit. I didn't know that the girl broke up with her boyfriend (which is like the first 15 mins of the show) till the freaking end when she kiss another guy. 

Me: "WAH, WHY THAT GIRL NEVER TELL THAT GUY THAT SHE GOT BF ALRDY"
*then they kiss*
Me: "EH?! SHE AND THE GUY BROKE UP ALREADY MEH?!?!"
Gab: "YA DUHHHHH WHEN SHE FOUND OUT THE LIPSTICK MARK ON HIS GLASS?! FUCK JOELYN, HAHAHAHAHA"

WLOU. so I was an idiot for the entire movie la! I was cursing at that girl who dated another guy because I thought she was still together with her bf!! Shit. Cannot blame me! its been ages since I've watched a romance show. 



I was gabriel's lucky star yesterday *wink wink* Met my bro at ws when he called. TELL YOU, my brother KNOWS how to play DDR. Freaking fabulous please. Finally I can drag someone to play with me! We both perspire like fwee. HAHA. then some disgusting person tries to get my attention by playing catching AROUND ME. _l_ Aint a dummie, I know whats in your pea brain sucker. 

Work today was fine.
I was the most senior *proud* HAHAHAHAHA. 
New girl: "so how long have you been working?"
Me: "3 years"
New girl: "WOW thats long"

Indeed. long. I still remembered vividly how I trembled and tiptoed on my first day of work. haha, I was 14 then. I had this 20-year old guy asking for my number. hahahahahah funny please. I looked damn old then i swear. to knowing my cafe mates even more. to hanging out with them during count-downs, to having stay-overs, to having drinking and shesha sessions..  
I really missed working with you babies :( why must you all leave TT.TT I can totally list out all the stupid things that we done for the past 3 years HAHA. 

Count-downs were the sex people. had all of us working together! making hell in cafe. Whipcream-ed everyone. Screaming for orders. Dancing in cafe (man thats my fav). AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. There's so much memories in cafe. cracked our brains for the deco in cafe which in most of the time were rejected and taken down by managers hahahahah. 

Having weird people wanting to know me. LIKE OH MY GOD I STILL REMEMBERED THE ICE LATTE THING OKAY. Had Farhan laughing non stop. .
MAN: "Hi, i would like a ice latte"
Me: "oh okay. any whip cream?"
MAN!!!!: "yes please. could you add in the sugar syrup for me?"
Me: "sure thing sir. how sweet do you want it to be?"
MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!: " As sweet as you"
FUCKKKKK HAHAHAHAH. whats worst is that he's a freaken Indian MAN. some manager of some company which I never heard of. FUCK LA. HAHAHAHAHAHA. The damn "as sweet as you" thing is chanting in my mind now. wlouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, worst nightmare :(

Going crazy over Subway guyS. HAHAHAH this is classic! WE (Shan, Jayn, Ayman and I) were totally CRAZYYYYY OVER subway guys two years back. HAHAHAHAHA. Subway john, subway john. and amyan's subway mat. hahahha. AND SPEAKING OF SUBWAY JOHN, HE'S BACK!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. K Need to control. I'm laughing to myself while typing this. LOL 

*pulls myself back to reality*
Uhhhhhh, we had so much fun......................... 

anyway. this part is not for you guys. so shooooo ^^
Jin hong, don't be an asshole and read this damn part OUT loud on the phone okay! If not I shall never tell you anything ever again!! you don't be a cb and say that I only say out LOUD and never say out SOFT. hahaha don't give me the face that I hate, AIYA JUST DON'T READ OUT TO ME OR TO ANYONE WHEN YOU'RE HERE OKAY! TSK.
Its a good thing because its great to have someone you loved to be with you. 
Its a good thing because I finally got someone to hold on to, to rely on no matter what.
Its a good thing because you're with me, and I wouldn't want anything more or less.
Having you is enough. 
Its bad because I have to endure the pain of missing, WHICH SUCKS
Its bad because I have this fear of hurting you every time.
Its bad because I cannot stop myself to think so much about you. 
and fyi, I'm not a good girlfriend. I don't feel like one. I'm just different from the rest... you see.. I can't even tell you all of the above words that I've typed out! LOL. I choked on such mushy mushy words. HAHAHAHAHA. 
Don't ask.

Naaaaaah, this song for you!

A song that sang my heart. well initially it did. 


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