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"Don't lie." 

Its 10.50pm. Mum is still working and she's meeting my tutor before her meeting at 2pm tomorrow. I really need to work harder. Now I shall live with this "School choose me and not I choose school" motto for my As. Seeing my mum working this hard pains the hell out of me. I almost cried when I talked to her on the phone. Yea, Imma whimp. I can't deny. I live my life the way I liked it, thats that. Coming online didn't make me feel any better either (in fact, it made me worst because I'm starting to have my thinkingtoomuch sickness coming back)... guess its back to the same old treatment for the broken hearted. sleeping treatment. Night to the world. Ain't gonna get crushed by you.