Nothing but our best,

Bahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. its 1.12pm now!!!!!! Friendly is in two hours' time. yayzzzzzzzz. I'm gonna give my best! :) And I'm sure that my mates would also give in their very best for this right babies?? :D Omg, i'm like excited only. Please don't fall, please don't fall, please don't fall. nb, you guys don't know how I fall. its standard!! its either I tripped over other player's feet or tripped on my own ball. HAHA Fabulous weather now! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY Tell you smth thats more fabulous, tomorrow's the last day of SCHOOL!! DOUBLE YAY YAY and and and, I'll be spending my thursday watching movie , friday work, Saturday movie, Sunday work!!! :) NOT JUST THAT! Charlotte says that she's gonna teach us how to wave-board or something like that, aiya whatever it is its still awesome because its with my ball mates!! \m/ hhahahahah. Now I can't wait for holidays! ^^

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

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K. So we won. but the funny thing is, I don't feel like we have actually won the game. Partly because ACJ had only FOUR players, which means NO SUB. Secondly its because of myself. lol. My stamina was totally drained. Not that I'm any better in the past but as compared to last time, I was hella fucked up. LOL. Mine to blame. Haven't been running for A VERY VERY LONG time. then the worst part is that I freaking sprained my ankle during the 1st quad. suck or what. and hor! there was once when I was SO CLOSE to getting the ball. SO CLOSE. Bah, whatever its no use regretting now. so.. I'm gonna redeem myself. BUT I'M STILL PROUD OF MY MATES BECAUSE THEY RAN VERY FAST AND FIGHt FOR THE BALL ^^ YAY THEM. 

K now to heal my ankle. Friendly with seniors tomorrow. jyjyjyjjyjyyjyjyjyjyjjy. oh! The guys came and "support" us. more like making a fool out of themselves. We know what they did and they were one hell assholes! One ego kan high, the others disturb like free. They don't even show a tiny bit of respect to us please. Guys are guys, they tease we know. But please, know the line, know the limits. We play the same game, we are beings. We feel okay. this goes to every single guy who have dicks, don't think we girls mean can anyhow bomb hor. YOU WANT GIRLS TO RESPECT YOU THEN JOLLY WELL RESPECT US AND DON'T GIVE BULLS TO US. sometimes I really wonder what's inside a guy's mind. 

WE THE AWESOME-EST :)

Can anyone feel my heart break? Drink plenty of water please. hihi david's gf(HAHA), its not your fault ^^ I'm contradictory you know. I've said I don't want to have anything to do with weknowwho but I suck too much. I cannot control my feelings k. I admit. Bah, please don't think so much anymore yiying. Cramp your mind with work and ball. Speaking of which, Joanne said that there's an IT fair coming up from 11 to 20th I think. I think the pay would be good. I don't care if they treat me like dog or what, the pay is x100 times better than cafe! Cafe don't interest me much because my mates are ALL gone and I h8 to see uncles waving at me again. Wah suck, its a damn fucked up feeling. _l_ HAHA. anyways! Today we srjc bball sibei one kind bitches. We were having dinner at KFC. then 4 NJC NERDS happened to sit opposite us. I tell you, there's one ba-geh sitting opposite me and Jiaqi. Cheebye~~ YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID??

"I TEACH YOU HOW TO PAO" 

PAO AS IN PAO NU. like flirt with girls. 

OMGGGG, I'm not trying to be mean here but PLEASE LEH. take mirror and take a GOOD look at yourself first. Its really CMI. No wait, its FCMI!!!!!!!! 

Then okay, jiaqi and I gave the wtf face. We know we are mean but hey this is life. You're ugly and people give shits to ugly people. Thats why I'm having many shits in my life HAHA. kkkk, back2point...

then, one guy had to freaking say so damn loud .. 

"WAH YOU GO SRJC AND TOP THE SCHOOL LA"

I don't know if he's stupid or stew-pig. We were bloody sitting opposite them.. then you know Jiaqi, she freaking talked at her top of her voice "WAH SOMEONE SAY WANT COME SRJC AND TOP SRJC SIA"

HAHAHAHAHHAA. They land themselves into bombs man. We bombed them like CRAZY. hahahahahahahahhahaha. Times changed, we bullied them all the way till they left HAHA. Bottom line, DON'T EVER MISS WITH THE AWESOME PEOPLE :)  

ACJC friendly tomorrow! All the best to the awesome team :)

Live with it, you don't miss me

" faith, why you don't need to wear bra?"
" cause my balloon haven't pop out yet"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. FISH. BALLOON!!! She's only p3. ohmymymymy. then my mum self high again. "you don't look like her mum at all, more like her sister" . Cheebye you see her smile ah, damn wide. its literally from EAR to EAR. she had to rub in it by saying "your teacher thought that I was your sister too". I thought I was gna miss school tomorrow. but nooooo, after much persuasion, my mum finally allow!! YAY YAY. I don't like to miss School because I don't want to miss out a thing and that School keeps my mind occupy ^^ 

I miss my braces :( I miss my bangsbangs. I miss the feeling of getting inked. and I miss.....

Still my favourite songs :) I'd love to play those songs on my guitar. well, if only I knew how to LOL.

Edit @ 11pm

WAH SUCK. I'M HAVING THE FEELING AGAIN. TSKKKKKKKKKKKKK. 

Don't save me,

HI PEOPLE! :) Yesterday night was a blast. hahahahah Blast x.x like what, funeral also so happy. but ya la, happy or not, life still goes on! and I said that I would make the best out of my every day. I did... and boy does it feels good! ^^ Hazim came over at 1am despite having his floorball match at noon. awwwwww, such a sweetie right! We talked ALOT. hee hee. k, I talked more. hahahahha what!! I'm a girl!!! Cannot blame :B Zim told me some pick up lines that he learnt.. and I catch no balls! Partly because I'm a chinese, chinese girl cannot get pickup lines, so if you want to try on me, don't bother. HAHA. I said IF. I think pickup lines are fairly dumb because guys use the same old exact lines over and over again. No creativity, not sincere. Here's something for the people who have dicks! .. Don't use pick up lines on girls because it makes you look like a player. Best way is to dig your heart out to her and let her see.  ^^. My whole family thinks that Hazim's a chinese. Please leh, pattern all like mat where got chinese. HAHA. My cousins were a bit cute. boyfriend here, boyfriend there. I think Hazim had a good time laughing at my place right zim! :D Enough said, pictures for you! :)

YAY XIUWEI SMILE!!!! *POINTS ABOVE*

Poor hazim had to endure another 7 hours of not sleeping. hee hee. OKAY LA OKAY LA YOU TOO OKAY CODY. POOR CODY for he stayed up the entire night just to text me. . I slept at 6.50 and its barely noon now. hee hee. I was damn high when it hits 5.45. My body clock is screwed. Its like I've got freaking timing for "being tired". 10pm - 10.30pm is my sleepy head time, i'd feel DAMN tired. but after 10.30pm, I'll be more than ever awake. then.. from 3am to 4am, its my knock out timing.. thats the worst timing to talk to me because i'll be most probably trying to stay awake and then talk many many cocks. HAHA But after 4, my kick starts to come back... and I can do without sleeping for the entire day. Weird much?. 

"Because I still want to believe you no matter how silly it sounds. For I know, you are true and will never lie to me"

2 days memorial service had me thinking..... does believing Christ really REALLY bring true joy to one? the Pastor was good, had me thinking through out TWO services. LOL.. He said many things. ... how?
I MISS WORK. I WANT MOVIE. I WANT PARTY. *COUGH COUGH COUGH* 3rd DEC COMING HOR. THEN HOR, THURSDAY I'M LIKE A BIT A TINY BIT FREE. HEEEEEEEEE 

WAH JIALUT! I GOT NO MOOD TO STUDY LEH. DIEEEEEEEEEE. I'M GONNA ROT MY SUNDAY AWAY. WHY YOU CLUBBBBBBBBBBB :( somemore at bfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbf

Bring it back,

Words bore me much. A little timeout :)

Photobooth turns my voice gay. Bored, bored and still bored. glued to my place for 3 days straight. you babies can come over to my place to entertain me. HEE HEE HEE.

" I'm not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me.. sometimes I just want a hug.. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me — when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart.(thats why I keep falling over and over again)And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever." - http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com/
Its funny how minds think alike. almost 89% alike.  

For one more day,

Worth my fight. but I didn't even fight for anything for I know everything has changed. So now hold back and be contended. You have your way, I have mine. When you take, you took the very best of me. I started this. So I'll clean the mess. it all comes back to two words. If only.Time is going by faster than I'm moving. but I'll beat you. I'm gonna live my way as though tomorrow never comes. I'm gonna make the best out of my every day...

(EDIT) 

Predicted. I cried hell today. My eyes are all tired from crying lol. But my family made it all better :) My parents way awesome can or not. One step confidence, sing song during the memorial service, sing so loud, end up sing wrong lyrics. FUNNY x100000000000. My mum still give the confidence face please hahahahaha. and then my dad had to say lame stuff about my grandpa which had us all laughing mad. I think those who came to pay respect think we siao. HAHA but heck, I'm happy with such mum and dad :) My brother is awesome too because he promise me ball tomorrow morning! ^^ 

 

I CAN MAKE IT ON MY OWN. 

BURN MEMORIES

Purest of pain.

I guess I was weak, I couldn't even hide.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day

that it didn't hurt me when you walked away

but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying

East Spring VS Srjc. the guys were awesome nice. Especially some guy in court. way handsome! I wished I could be as aggressive as them cus its fucking cool. But each time when I'm in the court, I got nerves breakdown lol. Scared to the maximum, keep wanting to pass the ball to others because I don't want to fall HAHA. What only. nehvermind, then dinner at ws! ^^ K, I'm gonna accompany Ruban for his dinner now.  

11.21pm. 

RIP grandma. I'll miss you, we all would. which means...

Fri sat sun = no work ,Monday = no school. like suck, I don't know how am I supposed to be prepared for match on Tuesday. and you guys thought that I would cry like a whimp right?? Sad to say, I didn't. In fact, I didn't even cry a single bit. Don't know why. Guess I was mentally prepared for this. aiya but it still suck to miss work and training. zzzzzzzzzzz I think I'd cry hell tomorrow. I think the only reason why I didn't cry because I was too tired. HAHA fucking lousy and no sense reason but yeah, tired = brain dead = cannot think of the past = no cry. But either way, I really wished you were hereforiknowyoullalwaysmakemefeelbetternomatterwhat

Can't anybody do like you do.

"It stays on my mind"

Chant with me, Dreams don't and will never come true. My dreams never come true. and this is not an exception though how much I wanted it to be true.... but yeah, face the truth. its never gonna happen.

Tummy cramps today. Damn suck. I kept wanting to shit but nothing comes out. Then training at 3pm. Spells freaking hot sun. I think I got burnt already. What's worst is that I fell. LOL I think the way I fell is freaking stupid. I fell slow-mo please. Its like I can use my hand to support because I know that I'm gonna fall but I decided to fall on my knee thinking it'd hurt less. HAW HAW. I've got scars on both my knee. Ugly lor, please heal. I got 3 secs concussion by ball today. I got hit HARD ON MY HEAD, I totally went blank out I swear. Had some talk by Mr Edgar Tham...... its the same. all about self-believing. and trust...... frankly speaking, I only had one thing on my mind. Sucky thing. "if there's a will then there's a way" I've got the will but I've got no way for you are not believing. Its 10pm. I want to knock out. BYE ^^ funny but youstillmakemyheartitchedandfuckthisfeelingforiknowyoufeelnothinganymoreandimstillbeingtheidiotsighimissyouveryverymuchandiwanttotalktoyoubuticantbecausethefeelingwouldcomeback :(thistimei'vereallyaskedforitifellhardigaveinmyeverythingguessthisismykarmaohwell. get on with life! I HATE BEING ALONE BECAUSE STUPID THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS FLYING AROUND. Tsk, I think I need to have sticky notes on my walls again. 

Random but i feel like dancingggggggg. hahahah fuck la I feel like doing so many things. I feel like learning to play the guitar, I feel like dancing. I feel like skating, I feel like having a picnic! I feel like flying kite. HOW???? K I'm suppose to sleep. NIGHTSSSS

Why can't this feeling just fade away

I GOT BUSTED LIKE HELL TODAY.

Jiaqi self-high with Charlotte. ITS A BAD THING FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! She CAN freaking talk AT THE MAXIMUM top of her freaking voice. AND FYI, Jiaqi is Sally and Sally is Jiaqi. No confusion here k.

* A GUY WALKING PASSED US *

Jiaqi: EH CHARLOTTE! YOU SEE THAT GUY WALKING PASS US NOW? THAT TIME ORIENTATION HOR, HE AT CANTEEN ASKED FOR JOELYN'S NUMBER.

TELL ME WHERE TO HIDE MY FACE?????????? I feel so busted :( (U) 

I totally regretted taking 358 home. If I could only wait a LITTLE longer for 17 to come. If I could only not buy mac for my cousins........ Yeah, YOU HAD TO APPEAR. SOME PERSON. Some guy just can't take no for an answer huh. You are freaking fucking lame I swear. Want to send me home then say la, don't have to come tell me grandmother story. Be straight forward can or not. I cannot take hints, especially hints from a guy who CHEATS on his girlfriend. He tells good grandmother story. "You know that time I send my girlfriend home, then she almost kena raped. I don't want the same thing to happen to such a cute girl you know" 

PLS GIVE ME MORE OF -.- FACE. One, its freaking in the day. C'MON LA, which idiot want to rape people in the day? -.- Two, your hong-ing skills a bit suck cock. Three, I AM NOT YOUR GF SO YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME GETTING RAPE -.- Four, I'm 17. Don't take me as an idiot anymore can? 

To think that I wanted to cheer you up when you had quarrels with your girlfriend. From today onwards, don't expect anymore from me. I treated you as MY FRIEND, and then you gave me this shit? Enough of being a sub. ENOUGH. I HAD ENOUGH. People are taking me for granted. Not just guys, some of my mates as well. I think I took people for granted in my previous life, now all shoot back at me. n1. -.-

HAHA I think I'm getting used to using the -.- face. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. K i shall stop it. because I myself find it irritating when I see people giving that face. BAH

I want to say something but I cannot say because I know something will happen if I say. so its the best to keep my mouth tight shut and say no nothing! ^^ 

EH ADS ARE HERE. PLS CLICK!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna study my physics and kick all bad emotions aside. Working for 3 days straight so please don't put areoplane on me TT.TT I don't want to one-man show anymore. 3rd dec coming! Spells holidays!! Classmates want movie! YAY. then bball mates want Kbox + chocolate buffet + Sentosa!!!!!!!!! I want to spend my Christmas and New Year with my special people *HINT HINT* HAHA. Don't ps me okay!! I don't want to spend my x'mas like last year..... "laopo laopo" WTF. 

I feel like getting inked. 


Can I sing? No.
K my talking+answering2myself illness coming back already. BYYYYYEEE. STUDY KILLS ALL. ESP PHYSICS. WINK WINK. I think I got my new year's resolution already. HAHA. K SHUT UP YIYING. ZAI JIAN! :)

Come over,

Been sleeping for less than 5 hours for the past few nights. Sian. I miss my knock out period at 10pm SHARP. I thought of something, then fuck la. I don't want to think anymore :( Must get rid of feeling. Don't feel sad. Think strong and be strong! JAY TEE WHY WHY AIZAI ONE. Nothing can bring me downnnnnnnnnnnn. But you're my nothing now :( FUCCCCCK, stop it Joelyn. I think I sprained my back while climbing the stairs x.x Which idiot climb stairs also will sprain back. Its a sign! I'm getting older. Eh, I really want to learn how to play guitar leh. Fucking awesome. I want to play a song for you can or not. I think I siao already, need sleep. BAISXZ.

Let go.

I can summarized my week in two words.

LET GO.

Its been a rather sucky week I must say. Or rather, the worst week ever. Everything seems to be crashing down hard on me. First was School. Yeah read the 17th nov's post. I've got to let go of my stubbornness to get me far in my college. Next was my parents wanting to quit their job. I've got to let go of my wants, got to let go of my shopping craze. Then was my maomao. I've got to let go of memories and feelings. Later, was my grandmother (not the one that I'm staying with, I've got like 3 grandmas). One of them passed away 4 years ago.. it was miserable. and now, I've got to let go of the another grandma.

Visited her after work. I told myself not to cry, but i ended up crying as hell. I could totally cry a river. Tubes were everything. In and out of her throat. Whats worst is that there's not even a pinch of meat left in her body. ITS ALL BONES. FUCKING BONES. I dare not touched her because she looked so damn fragile. We were all waiting for the time, thats all. I stood there, crying, looking at her... feeling regretful.

WHY, WHY IS IT THAT WE HUMANS ARE SO FUCKING SELFISH. WHY WOULD WE ONLY LEARN TO CHERISH WHEN WE LOSE IT. WHY!! I cried so bad because I was guilty of this. To think that I used to ignore her when she came over to my place to find someone to talk her. To think that I used to find her annoying when she wanted to help. To think that I actually hope that she have no nothing with me...........

The doctor says she could only hold for at most 7 days. My grandpa is still unaware of this yet. I am so damn worried that my grandpa couldn't take this. I saw my mum cried. pains the hell out of me, so i cried more HAHA. So from today onwards, I PROMISE MYSELF TO TREAT EVERYONE NICE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE FOR THERE IS NO ROOM FOR REGRETS.

anyways! enough of the sad part, Dinner at Simei! While walking to eastpoint, i felt random and told my mum EVERYTHING LOL. Dinner was WAY AWESOME. WE TALKED ABOUT EVERYTHING MAN. I told them about guys taking me as sub and they called them bastards. I told them about maomao and they told me to take my time to forget. I told them about ahbengs asking for my number and they said BOBIAN MY DAUGHTER TOO CUTE LIAO HAHAHAHAAHHA. K shutup. My dad damn joker.

Dad: Eh why your brother always lock the door when he use com ah
Me: How i know him
Dad: Must be watch porn. you got ask him if he got watch porn or not
Me: AIYA CONFIRM HAVE ONE PLS. C'mon la, he's a guy. let him watch la. Growing stage.
Dad: tsk, don't need la! At night got live one.
Mum: Cheebye.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
FUCKING FUNNY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHA. Then my mum told me about how she and my dad got together.. and yOU KNOW WHAT, MY MUM WAS THE ONE WHO PROPOSED TO MY DAD LEH. WLOU, THE FACE A BIT THICK SKIN CAN OR NOT OMGZZZZZZZZZZZZ. worst part is that she even two-timed my dad! OMG, OMG. I pity my dad please. My dad is truly a rare gem. Must get husband like my dad! MUST HAHA. but looking at how things are going for me now.. errrr.. haha like what am I saying. STILL GOT LONG WAY TO GOOOOOOO. HEE HEE

My mum got this 2years China contract. Some mac stuff. Contract about her going over China to set up the mac delivery. She asked if I were to allow her to go or not. OF COURSE I SAID NO. But then again, what are the chances of her going overseas? What are the chances of overseas BOSSES ASKING my mum to go over and coach them? She wanted to go at first, but after asking me and my bro for "permission".. she's starting to think twice. I'll miss my mum for sure. LIKE HELLO, ITS FOR FREAKING 2 YEARS. But its really a rare opportunity.

MY MUM IS THE COOLEST. SHE'S COOL TILL THE EXTENT THAT WHEN MAC BOSSES TALKED ABOUT MAC DELIVERY, THE FIRST THING THAT COMES TO THEIR MUM IS MY MUM. so in other words, the RMs in EVERY outlet in singapore knows my mum. HOW FREAKING COOL IS THIS. reason being simple, because her mac delivery is power maximum. the best in singapore siol HAHA. so if she were to go to China... she can make history sia. Imagine 10 years down the road.. when you happen to dine at China's mac.. you'll see my mum's face. OMG COOL SHIT. I'm so proud of my mum. as in seriously proud. I am so gonna make her proud of me too!!!!!!!! :)

K home. and then......




Meimei: jiejie why your boyfriend never call already?
Me: AH. cause we no more already
Meimei: No more?
Me: aiya, break up
Meimei: HUHHHH WHYYYYYYYY
Me: No why.
Meimei: are you sad?
Me: errrrrrrrrrrr.
Meimei: Nevermind, i give you my xavier (her current "boyfriend")
Me: HAHA. then you got no bf already leh
Meimei: AIYA, can find another one mah. i dont like him already
Me: why?
Meimei: No why 

HAHAHA. MY MEIMEI LEARNS WELL HAHA

If you think she's good.. her brother is better! WAY BETTER. He can sing the entire song please LOL

I think god really loves to play prank on me seriously. He haven't got enough of yesterday. and today I've got this ahbeng pestering me for number. I SWEAR AH, I REALLY WANT TO WHACK HIM. he's ugly max. I know I'm not any better but AIYA, can't he understand NO MEANS NO? I don't like to make friends like this, thats me. and I got totally disgusted by this xiao didi. "Eh chiobu, I want one doublechocolate." "thanks sexy!". WTF? i've never use this face before but its seriously -.- . I want to -.- every sentence I typed. then I got this two uncle waving at me AGAIN. Next, a butch asked me for number. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I attract weird people and the people I like doesn't like me. HAW HAW. What a life.

Random, but..............ok no, shut up. go sleep. NIGHTS!^^ TMRW WILL BE A BETTER DAY YAYYYYY AND TO XIUWEI, LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANY. Go see her blog at http://candeza-myths.blogspot.com. Got special post for me! <33333333>

. Hold back . 

Take one step at a time, there's no need to rush

I met my baby today! ^^ Sorry for being extremely late :( You must have waited for a very long time! Sorry baby! And thank you very much for accompanying me today despite being all sicky and tired. Even skipped your religious meeting for me. Like awwww, how awesomely sweet can you be! Love you till no time ang! :*

And I guess I got my punishment for being late. while waiting for her at the MRT station, an OLD uncle walked towards me. He looked lost. So I thought of being nice and smiled to him. He mumbled something to me. I thought he was asking for direction so I asked him to repeat whatever that he asked. I HAD TO ASK...
Me: huh? You asked for directions?
Uncle: Meimei, you want to go to a beautiful place? A place thats very pretty.
Me: huh, no? *STILL SMILING, WTF I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M STILL SMILING.*
Uncle: You want? I bring you go? VERY NICE ONE. Come come, I bring you go.
Me: HUH HUH. OH MY MUM COME ALREADY.
Uncle: *RUNS*
WHAT THE HELL. BABY LAUGHED AT ME WHEN I TOLD HER :( SO MEAN. I almost got a shock of my life!!!!!!!!!! I was so damn freaking afraid that he would touch me or something. Luckily I was meeting my baby at Orchard and not some wulu place.

Roamed ION. Pains me to see my baby coughing like this. Please drink more water! I'm sure coin boy wouldn't want to kiss and hug the all sicky you! HEE. I saw this phone at Nokia shop.

Sony Ericsson's Jalou!!!!
OMGZ, DAMN CUTE!!!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT. My dad's plans gonna expire soon. hee hee hee hee hee hee. *evil smile*

Got tired and trained down to Tampines! Mac for dinner, sinful but yet joyful ^^. baby talked and I tried to listen. Wait no, I MUST listen. I will get what I what. Enough of boring words, show you pictures! :)

YAY MY FAV PICTURE ABOVE!!!!! SPAM HEARTS ^^V but had to freaking crop because I zao geng like MAD. LOL






HAHA THE ABOVE PICTURE ABIT SPASTIC








My dad fixed me a new mirror :)

I tell you, videos are the sexiest thang ever. Kills boredom in an instant!!!!! :)

WE LOVE CORAL YO HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Laughter is always the best medicine for the broken hearted. I love my friends many many many bits. My friends are way more awesome than yours so shut up and envy me people! V^^ Bus 3 home was a nightmare. I had 3 ahbengs sitting behind me and 4 mats in front. They were talking at the top of their voice. I still can hear them despite having maximum music blast. Damn man. I was so afraid that there would be a stare-what-stare war again.. because the mats keep turning back, looking at the bengs. Its midnight now. Time to knock out! Please make work fun tomorrow............. NB! MY AUNT CAN FART WHILE SLEEPING. WTFFFF. HAHA NOW MY ROOM STINKS LIKE ASS. OMGGGG, SOS PLEASE. SMELLY LA SIAAAAA


weird but i'm happy being the brokenhearted one.