Spices of life,

Being strong isn't about being able to forget someone ENTIRELY.
Being strong isn't about moving on.
Being strong is about being able to talk about your special someone WITHOUT having a wee bit of sad feeling in it. 

I don't want to forget anyone because you people are part of my life. You guys are my memories, and memories are meant to be kept. These memories would hence make me grow in many different ways. I'll never forget how I had my first kiss (WHICH IS RATHER PATHETIC, HAHA TYPICAL MOVIE KISS HAHAHAH). I'll never forget how I dumped so many guys (EH, partly is because of their fault lor, they cheat on me! :<) I'll never forget how I crazy I was for my greenjacket and my golden monkey. (HEE HEE). I'll never forget how I met Hong jin and what we did. (HAHAHA K DONT RUB IT IN ALREADY AH JABEZ/XIUWEI) I'll never forget you people because you made me who I am today. Each break up made me realize something significant... and BY RIGHT, I'm supposed to LEARN but apparently I never once did. I don't know what's with me but yeah, this is my life. You people are my spices of my life :) Made me feel so fucked up and that the world is going against me. For that, I thank you. (SERIOUS IM NOT BEING SARCASTIC) And from today onwards, I will not run away and face the damn reality. Yea, when I meant not to run away, I meant both mentally and physically. Mentally as in to face my problems and not WAIT. Physically as in when I happened to bump into any of your people,I'll WALK AND NOT TURN MY HEAD AND RUN LOL

Yesterday night was happening siol!!! my virgin bike ride <3> hehe. Wlou, I was so damn scared la. but I chilled like after 60 secs on the bike hee hee. Leon's xiaobai damn chio leh, all white ^^. We head down to vivo and almost crashed into a car. LOL. and he felt damn guilty about it because WE ALMOST DIED. Initial plan was movie at vivo but damn no more shows so we decided to go marina. WAH, THEN THERE'S MAJOR JAM. this is the most scariest part okay!! He just ride between lorrys and HUGEEEE vehicles.  My heart stop beating like don't know how many timez. hahah but it was cool!!!!! exciting! thennnnn, we got lost. HAHAHAHAHA so changed of plans again, tampines! ^^ Caught Couples Retreat after 2 hours of bike riding lol. the show was FAB FUNNY!!!! HAHAHA. I see xiaobai's fuel go down my heart also sink down. Fuel is so damn expensive pleaseeeeeee. that idiot couldn't stop apologizing because he gave me a bad bike experience. Silly! i had fun, the dangers were like once in a lifetime thing la please! 

K so like I feel like piercing my lips, having my hair cut short and inkedddddddddd. bah, bai.