Boyfriend,

WHATEVER. WHATEVER. WHATEVER. 

I WANT TO HAVE FUN BUT GUESS NOT TODAY. 

zzzzzz, and ya, I'm sick and tired of all this shitz and I freaking cannot stand it anymore. I know I should learn how to control my emotions but this has been going on forever. I know my posts are all about going out with guys and you people might think that I'm a hardcore bitch who flirts with MANY DIFFERENT GUYS. Let the thought run in you I don't care because its my life and I know what I'm doing. and this is not the post whereby I say "CB, I NEVER FLIRT WITH THEM LOR, I GOT MY OWN REASONS"  its more of a " CB I CANNOT STAND IT ALREADY LA!" . I've got not much of friends and most of them have their own stuff. most of my girl friends have their own stuffz. when I text, its either "sorry cannot" or no damn reply or reply after 100903 hours. My guy friends are freaking more steady than whoever. K, in general, most guys are, to me. whatever la, this is the part whereby I say I want a boyfriend NOW. haha and this is the part whereby you people can think that i'm a bitch because I want a boyfriend for fun entertainment. but whatever, beats nothing. I THINK I SHALL RUN. I conclude, date me out when you PEOPLE are SURE that you CAN make it. I don't want to risk another fire burning in me. Sorry if I've hurt you people or whatever you people by saying this. Tell me stuff when you guys actually mean it. zzzzzzzzzzzzz sian already.I don't want to date girls out liao. bye.