A reason,

 this is so rare. Too rare. I've really got many stuffz to blog about today!!!!! Its a phew-wee that I didn't own a twitter account.. if I did, it'd be probably be spammed with my bullshits. SERIOUS, I've got hell stuff to talk about lor!!! kk, lets be organize a little.  

yesterday! 

Work as usual and I was desperately to date someone out to get my brother's birthday present. and then my prince charming came! cheh cheh. HAHA. So yep, Leon accompanied me to get my bro's present!! :) K not exactly accompanying me because he's getting lijia's birthday gift as well you see. I made french toast for him and he ate it all up despite it being all chao da. HAHAHAHAHAH. so sweet rightz! But I guess he wouldn't want to ask me out to choose presents anymore because he said all the stuffz I suggested were either lame or childish! LIKE WTF LOR!!! I kept insisting him to get lijia beads!! you know beads that they sell at Toys 'r' us?? YAAA, DIY ONE LEH!! DAMN CUTE PLZZZ. but he said it was LAME. LAME, HOW CAN BEADS BE LAME??  He got her 3 stuff while I got my bro none :( HAHA. K and we walked for 3 full solid hours!!!!!!! POWERPACK NOT!!!! He ride me to his aunt's place to play with his cuz. aw, they're damn cute plzzzzzz! that idiot sent me home. STUPID ASS HOLE, HE WANT ME TO FREEZE TO DEATH I TELL YOU. I was wearing fbt, so I told him not to ride so fast because its freaking cold. he said OKAY, then later he give no warning and vrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooom, FUCKING FAST!!!!!! I freeze instantly okay! Serious, I was freaking shocked. assholez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:@ he never die before. but since he finished eating all 5 chao da french toast I made, i decided to forgive him. hee hee.

and when I got home yesterday... I took out all my photos and cards.. I read junyi's. HAHA yea he wrote to me for our 1st month. OMG ITS HELLA SWEET. CAN I TYPE IT OUT HERE CAN I TYPE IT OUT HERE CAN I TYPE IT OUT HERE???? but i scared later he ps leh!!! then again, he won't read this site............. OMG ITS REALLY SWEET!!!!! HAHAHAH. and I totally feel bad at that moment. I guess I really broke his heart then. He cut botak because of me leh! (ok partly because of me). he's a guy who minds ALOT for his hair. mind you, its seriously ALOT. guess I had my karma... BAHAHAH, THE EARTH IS ROUND. SO IT WOULD HIT BACK TO YOU.  ahhhh, can i type it out here??? :( HAHA. okay I should. HEE HEE.

BAHAHAHAHHA VERY CUTE HOR?? OI, COPYRIGHTED HOR. DONT BE COPY CAT. HAHA

here's what he wrote2me ^^

" hey love! know what? time really flies when I'm with you. it has already been a month! heh these 4 weeks, I finally understood the true meaning of happiness. I'm happy just being able to see you smile, just being able to hold you hand, just being able to even just be by your side, sit by you, stand by you, walk with you. I LOVE YOU <33333333>! But baby, every relationship has their own ups and downs, quarrels and tiffs. and our's hasn't  been spared too (k i don't rmb having any fights with him at all LOL). Just wanna let you know, whatever problems or obstacles we might face in the future, we'll face it together, no matter how huge or daunting the problem is, we'll get it through it, together, as one. Maybe I've said this before, but I just wanna say it once more. Know the difference between you and blood? Blood enters my heart, then leaves. but you, entered my heart, and stayed. Now you have become my addiction, to my heart, as well as to m soul. And I can't live/survive without you. and baby, my heart just frowns when you're down. I'll be your teddy bear, I'll be your clown. I'll take you round and round. If you don't mind. I could be your standing ground, even if it means that I would drown. Baby, its oh-so amazing, just way too amazing. From the first time we met, to the our first movie, to the day we got together, to the firs time we held hands, the first time we hugged, the first time our lips met. These memories, so beautiful, they'll be kept close to my heart, just till the day I lie on my deathbed. thank you sweetie, for these wonderful memories. we still have a long way ahead of us, so let us continue our journey alright? Hand in hand baby :D HAPPY 1st MONTH!" 

(PLZ DONT FREAKING RIP BECAUSE ITS NOT YOURS)

SWEET RIGHT SWEET RIGHT?? Those words were truly meant from the bottom of his heart. Junyi is a really nice guy. and I've really really hurt him. Up till today, I'm still having the guilt in me. I WENT MIA ON HIM LEH TT.TT I was so mean. Sigh joelyn Sigh.  so here's the thing darlings, never ever break a true-hearted heart because the guilt in you will stay in forever. 

Today!

Work at 11! and I totally regretted being so lazy!!!! :( I wore my sports bra to work and it freaking had me suicide.  WARM LIKE &)@*&$)@#&)*@#. and the only reason why I wore that to work is because i'm lazy to change. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHHA. Work today was with Helmi(or however his name is spelt lol)......... and he said i got decent face! HAHAHAHAH joelyn got decent face lehhhhhhhh! BAHAHAHAH. but he had to add on by saying but "your piercing make you ahlian, no wonder you attract ahbeng.. because they confirm think that you damn easy to get":( so sad. sometimes I really really wonder why no decent guy likes me. HAHAHAH k stop it.  work work work all the way till my parents came and we had dinner at newyork newyork! Speaking of which, Farhan came over to cafe!!! :) Seeing farhan reminds me of lyana and ayman and eugenia and the fun times we spent :( AWWWW. 

I totally think my parents zai dte already. walk everywhere also can say hello to someone one. tsk. k, so like my mum was talking to her friend, who happen to be of the same age as her... 

Dad: WAH THAT GUY  JUST HAVE KIDS AH??

Me: uh huh.

Dad: you know that guy is a Sniper? 

Me: uh huh so? got link to him having kids meh. 

Dad: GOT LA. SNIPER LEH, SHOULD BE FASTER THEN ME WHAT. He more accurate. 

Me: what accurate... ohhh hahahhahha stupid asshole!!

Dad: SERIOUS WHAT. but too bad la, he don't have my skills. I first time shoot in then kena you already. limbei pro!

YEAH THATS MY DAD. FOREVER MAN, FOREVER LOL. Walked around, mum got herself fruits and all. my dad got me fbts AGAIN. i think i own 8 fbts now. kkkkkkkk, opening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS: I HATE GUYS WHO ARE FREAKING TOUCHY. CBBBB. TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH. I friendly with you doesn't mean you can anyhow touch me hor! _l_ 

ohgay, i like my blog songzzzz. and I want to (OKAY I TAKE BACK MY WORDS) ... don't want already because I'm happier this way. seeing how you talk to so many others makes me abcdefh and all other bulls. life is better like this. No stalking, no nothing. plain laughter :) NIGHTZ