Gave up, gave in

wooooooo. Yesterday was cake smashing awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I was high high high during school I swear. Dancing all over at the canteen, singing with my dearest patpat in the hall with the fresh mens! Fabulous i tell you!! I cannot stop going crazy. Bathed and Leon tompang me over to Ruban's chalet!! k, I admit I was tired and boredddd there cus I'm like that HAHA. Leon ate like a pig as usual, Ivan was crazy as usual, Tim was laughing at ivan like mad as usual, Nic talking about stuff which I don't really care as usual.. Ruban was high all the way NOT USUAL. that indian man was fucking high. 

My fun kicks in after the cake cutting session! BLOODY LEON JITAO JUST WHIP THE DAMN CAKE ON MY FACE. then Ivan and Nic joined in and my hair and face was covered with creammm. ASS. I'm not going down without a fight!! so I geared myself up with both hands filled with cake creams and WHIPWHIP on Ivan's and Nic's face!! IN YOUR FACE LOSERS!!! MUAHAHAHAH. then they arm wrapped me while I did my flying anyhow kick on them! HAHAHAHA. Had so much funnn. but damn such fun is always short lived :( 

Ruban, Nic and Ivan got drunk. DEAD drunk. The party only last for 2 hour or so. hahahahh knocked out at 2 when I got home. 

and today, attended some leadership stuff and its all about the same thing. MODELING THE WAY. Sorry but fucking nb cb. I don't see how MODELING THE WAY act as a basis for being a leader. like what I've said many times before, looking nice and neat don't really matter. 

"you're a hypocrite if you don't model the way. so its either you give up your leadership position or change" 

Sorry lor. I stand firm on my grounds. I know life is sometimes about sacrifices but WHY CANT THINGS CHANGE? WHY MUST PEOPLE JUDGE ON THEIR APPEARANCES? What is it about first impression? Whatever, I'll show it to you that I can fucking do people proud. You just wait and see. I don't mean to be rude to you but it really boils me too much. I cannot stand people standing in my way. this is my life and I want to challenge the process. CAN?