I've been quite a failure for all my life. I didn't perform very good in my studies, neither did I for my cca or even being a good friend. I made my parents cry, I made empty promises and I made my friends lose their trust in me. Many a times I really felt like giving up. But it was hope and my friends' belief that made me feel better. And today, I had the exact feeling of hope and belief from my friends.
Today was our first fight and i'm proud to say that we lost :) Nothing to be ashamed about. Despite all the miss shots and stolen balls, i dare say that we did give in our best AND I'M VERY HAPPY FOR YOU ALL!!!!!!! :3 Despite being a failure for not being able to steal/intersect/score, I've still got my team mates to support me, and every one of us. This is the very reason why I love my team so damn much and nothing can ever beat this. I swear they are truly the awesomest, though they CAN BE A LITTLE TOO crazy.. but that makes them who they are :) and i love every single one bit of that. hehe. OMG I LOVE THIS KIND FEELING, THE WE-LOST-BUT-NEHMIND-WE-DID-OUR-BEST FEELING.
k, so Wednesday's match is with RJ and Friday's with MI. Swear that I'm gna give my best and do whatever I can man!!! TWO MORE DAYS WITH MY TEAM AND I DONT WANT FRIDAY TO COME :((((((( shitass, I am so gonna miss my team!!! I feel weird to say this but I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! HAHA. totally don't feel like going to see lor. You see! I'm using the net now. Can you feel how much I don't feel like going to school? AHHH, WEDNESDAY FASTER COME. I WANT TO PLAY GOOD MATCH WITH RJ, I WANT THEM TO LET ME FEEL THE KICK AND KILL ME MUCH MUCH.
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