First fight,

I've been quite a failure for all my life. I didn't perform very good in my studies, neither did I for my cca or even being a good friend. I made my parents cry, I made empty promises and I made my friends lose their trust in me. Many a times I really felt like giving up. But it was hope and my friends' belief that made me feel better. And today, I had the exact feeling of hope and belief from my friends.

Today was our first fight and i'm proud to say that we lost :) Nothing to be ashamed about. Despite all the miss shots and stolen balls, i dare say that we did give in our best AND I'M VERY HAPPY FOR YOU ALL!!!!!!! :3 Despite being a failure for not being able to steal/intersect/score, I've still got my team mates to support me, and every one of us. This is the very reason why I love my team so damn much and nothing can ever beat this. I swear they are truly the awesomest, though they CAN BE A LITTLE TOO crazy.. but that makes them who they are :) and i love every single one bit of that. hehe. OMG I LOVE THIS KIND FEELING, THE WE-LOST-BUT-NEHMIND-WE-DID-OUR-BEST FEELING.

k, so Wednesday's match is with RJ and Friday's with MI. Swear that I'm gna give my best and do whatever I can man!!! TWO MORE DAYS WITH MY TEAM AND I DONT WANT FRIDAY TO COME :((((((( shitass, I am so gonna miss my team!!! I feel weird to say this but I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! HAHA. totally don't feel like going to see lor. You see! I'm using the net now. Can you feel how much I don't feel like going to school? AHHH, WEDNESDAY FASTER COME. I WANT TO PLAY GOOD MATCH WITH RJ, I WANT THEM TO LET ME FEEL THE KICK AND KILL ME MUCH MUCH. 

Dear wiggly,

OMG I MISS WIGGLYWAMWAM!!!! HELLO HELLO HELLO HAHAHAHHA. 

I've only have one word to summarize everything that happened for the past few weeks.

Fantastic. 

Despite school eating my sleep time and weekends, I totally enjoy myself in College with my bball people and classmates YAY. 

AND AFTER SO LONGGG, NATIONALS IS ON MONDAY!!!!!!!! WOOHOOO. But its so fucking sad :( After nationals means no more basketball training. ahhh, I don't want to think about it anymore. I'll miss the crazy jiaxin and small eyes ang and my dearest sok and forever blur sotong petpet and my damn lazy to run captain and future captain who always owned me in abc and the overly high sin jiaqi and charlene laughing at me. AHHHHH. Why are good times soooooo shortlived? 

anyways! I want to haolian awhile. I've got an A for my PW!!!! HAPPY4ME? NO? YOU GO DIE. HAHA. I was telling my classmates that I'd jump if SOMEONE were to get a grade higher than me. hahah i know mean is spelt all over my face now but fuck it. Considering how much effort someone puts in, SOMEONE TOTALLY DESERVE IT LOR. But all my group members got A in the end. I'm happy for them, not very happy for someone. like 40% happy for that someone. bhahahahha but still, go Little friends!!! WOOHOO. 

OKAY. I GOTTA DO MY WORK NOW. Kicking my ass back to cafe later at 8pm! BYES.