Lessons,

I should stop being a busybody. Because it really PAINS ME SO MUCH. You feel awesome lying to me don't you? You feel so good about getting a girl, one after the other don't you? Seriously, can't guys live WITHOUT girls? What's so amazing about having a girlfriend? WHY CANT YOU BE A FUCKING FAITHFUL GUY & STOP FOOLING AROUND? Its only been one week and you two are acting as though you guys known each other for MONTHS. I am not a tiny bit jealous. but I can't believe what is actually happening. to think that you're one hella nice guy whom deserve a much better girl. to think that you meant what you said. who was i to make that statement again huh? there's so much things that I've done in life that I regretted. and you know what, I've regretted for being so dead blind. it was ALL a mistake. Ahhhh, why am i even talking about this? internet is mean. it grows anger in me. bahhhhh, i should really stop my stalking. and I REALLY hope that you'd change for the better. Hopefully that girl would change you.

ANYWAYS. I had my ass back to cafe today :) I had my fun. Nothing but coffee and more coffee.. hehe, but the thought of earning $4.25 per hour spoils my fun of staying longer. Back to school tomorrow! Its gna be a hectic month. Guess I'll be back in 3 weeks' time. hehe till then! :)