I can't keep on living this way,

boy do I miss blogger!!!! I miss entering my site and listening to my blog musiccccccccccc. But the template is still as sucky as ever :(

While waiting for Sally this morning... I saw this guy running. Reminds me of SR's trial run.Reminds of the first 6km I ran. And then....... the rubber band. which makes my heart itch. .....very very very badly. lol. Tell me this is not what I think it is. Man, this is too damn scary. Hate being random at times. It always get the best out of me. Apparently, I told all my heartfeltz to nobody <: Fyi, Nisa&Sally so happen to be nobody. Cus nobody is perfect. and Nobody can make me happier than anybody HEEEEEEE (:

Sometimes I really hate to know EVERYTHING. yea EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I just so happen to log into my friendster account. Saw your ever familiar name appearing on some girl's account name. So happen to be at your site. and your tagboard gave me a 3 second heart attack. The heart attack was too much for me that I actually took my phone and called Sally. Whined to Sally for less than 3 mins, and then I chilled. I've improved. Guess this is what they called the numb feelings huh. Dearest American boy, you are the best. I am really starting to think what is it that made me fall so hard for you. You're way awesome than awesome. In fact the best man I've ever seen. You really know your way to girls huh. Is it too late to take back my words? No, not the I hate you forever one. Its the don't be an american boy, be my boy's one. You suck big time. Go be an american, china, indian, whatever ass boy for all I care. I doubt that that relationship would or could ever last. Pity you for not knowing what's trust, pity you for not knowing what's the joy of giving and not recieving, pity you for not knowing what's happiness without money. Just don't try another soul, PLEASE. Enough said, you're really not changing. it was me all along. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry to text you. I'm sorry to stare at you while you're just standing next to me. I'm sorry for giving the awkward moment when we saw each other at downtown. I'm sorry for being me. If it wasn't for me being me, nothing of this sort would happen. life. man its tough.

anyway, here's a little chill! (:

oh yeah baby! who's class owns now huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \m/

anyone wants to date me to study tomorrow??????????