Angels or Devils,

Why are you people being such mega assholes?
Why are you people so mean to me! like what have I ever done to deserve such pain? :(


First was my favourite bully.
he best garden in the world says: joelyn!! .omg you look like a man
eh eh! i need to see you soon
J(tanyiying)oelyn says: LOL WTF HAHAHAH .OKAY CAN.TMRW?
HAHA AFTER MY BBALL
HAHAHAHAH
the best garden in the world says: what time?
J(tanyiying)oelyn says: uh,evening/
the best garden in the world says: you know something
J(tanyiying)oelyn says: uh huhhhhh
the best garden in the world says: im just KIDDING!(:


Next was Mister never been angry with me once


J(tanyiying)oelyn says:
LOL NO LO EH SINCE WHEN SIA
I HAPPY/ANGRY/SAD/SIAO ALSO TALK TO YOU ONE LEH
GOT OR NOT .HAHA
- JingGuo hope to see people tou at Powerhouse again says:
hahah got la. sometime,but mostly u sad den talk to me
hahaha
u sad den initiate to talk to me
J(tanyiying)oelyn says:
no lo! since when siaaaa. got meh lolll
- JingGuo hope to see people tou at Powerhouse again says:
hhah
no la
jk nia
=X


Then was Eugenia! :(
She called me and asked me to meet her at downtowneast NOW. I'm like whatever for. At first she said Kairen missed me, then later she twisted her words saying that Ayman was the one who missed me. but tell you shit, none of everything she said was true. They wanted me to accompany them to drink, not that I'm a good drinker, trust me 5 shots of jack daniels whiskey and I'm as good as a goner... they wanted my accompany cus they were bored! :( You see, I'm always the joker among them. With me around, only laughter and nothing else.


Last but not least...
My....















HAHAHAHAHAHHA and you think that I'm gonna mention about youknowwho huh sihui! HAHAHAHA. Uh, sihui and I had a bet. The bet was about me mentioning about youknowho (haha freak shit, i feel like im some harry potter character, youknowwho can't be named HAHA ok chill). Loser has to ask for a guy's number! HAHA PRETTY AWESOME EH? even I say so myself.. its always been a amazement for me to see how girls get a guy's number. Like daring siol. I can't wait for that day to come sihui, I can't wait. hahahahah . Though the bet sounds silly and very much stupid.. this just might work.


Okay, despite meeting so many god damn assholes... I still love them as much :) for my assholes making me laugh like an idiot. For making me feel such pain.. pain from my tummy cramps.. pain from loving you guys too plenty much :*


Tuition earlier, was a bore. I had a hard time trying to keep myself awake /: Chemistry all the way till 10.30pm! \m/ Me luv. I'm having my bball training tomorrow!!! YAYYYYYY YOU BET I'M HAPPY. LIKE FINALLY OKAY. I miss bball, I miss running like siao. wooooooooooooooooooo. hahah i never ever imagined myself playing sports.. especially Basketball. Well if it isn't for Nisa, I think I would still very much be the same old Joelyntan who knows no shit about sports but dancing. I do believe people changed. and I believed that I've changed. No longer being the vain ass shit who minds her goddamn fringe every time she runs. No longer holding on tight to her fringe when there's wind. No longer crying over cocked up hair cuts. For that, thank you Nisa! HAHA


and to you, yes I do not want or wish to reply your smses. Reason being simple, cus I don't want to talk to you. I cannot bring myself to talking to you like how friends do. I can't. so please stop annoying me with messages. You've got your stuff to do, and so do I. I might be being a bitch but hey this is me. Besides.. You've always been repeating yourself. and now nothing that you mentioned happen. For now I can no longer trust your words. Call me selfish, but hey again.. this is me.



My dearest baby... what exactly happen to you? :(

*pokes* please cheer up. You know I'll always be here for you. and like what they always say.. tomorrow gonna be a better day! :) xoxo