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FYI. I'm not sad. just i dont know what,

I feel so... feel so... feel so... argh and more argh . Tell me what I should do now, please. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I am and I really wished it would go away now. Is it just me or am I really changing? I used to be so... so... happy? Actually no. I wasn't very happy back in the past. but I feel happier then . I must learn to let go. I have to. Cus I'm the only one suffering here, not you or you or you or you or you or you. ME. Learn to be contended joelyn pleaseeeee. I beg of myself. Don't ever dream big for this kind of ass shiat. Face the fact, joelyn. In their eyes, you're just MERELY an "angel" for them to forget some other girl. Be happy that you can help, don't fucking wish that they would be true to whatever they say or to be fooled by their actions cuz its ALL LIES,.

LIES FOR YOU TO FALL FOR THEM..



Work was tiring. $3 coupon off = sales hit 2K++ from 1pm to 7pm.
Bah. I'm feeling too nothing to continue with this. I want to watch drama series and day dream. My hair makes me look like an old hag.

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Honestly, I don't mind being a party girl or to be called as a bitch or to be bad-mouthed at or to be hated by every single one living breathing thing or to be slapped by random girls or turning into a lesbian... just get out of my life.

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They say... in order to get things to run in your way.. you gotta to start with yourself first. So here I am, starting and changing. God bless

*breathes in*
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know what, its really time for me to leave. My part of being a friend for you is done. Byebye, takecare! try to think more positive okay. don't so emo. there'll be plenty of girls out there for you, you just have to be confident :) I know you can. I'll miss you. :') and to you, takecare tooooo. Don't play too much. Sleep more.

favour, don't ask. xiexie