There's ought to be a better way

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Powerpack horx.

I got cooler shit. I told Belz off yesterday night.
I'm not gonna care if any of his friends or even if his girlfriend were to read about this cause my conscience is clear.


And my friends don't call me joelyn tan yiying for nothing. I have my own way of getting things done. and I'll bear all concequences. Mark my words, this will be the first and last post that I'll be posting about belz.


I never thought I would have this chance to talk about you here cus I was so afraid. Afraid of random faces knowing about me falling/fell/fallen (whatever) for you. Afraid of you asking me about the posts that I've posted about you. but now things have changed. I'm way way way way far from being afraid.


17march2009.
What a date. tell me how long have I been the fool? tell me how long am I being kept in the dark? tell me how long have you been trying to keep the secret from me? tell me how hard have you tried to think of the lies you said to me? I wasn't wrong about you arent I. You, being the biggest liar on earth.


Look how long it has been. 3 years now. and it shall stop here.


I don't want to be your friend. and I pretty much guessed you wouldn't want me as your friend either. like who am I again? YOUR SUBSITITUTE. not even A FRIEND.


You said you would wait. You said I was wrong about you. You said too much. I had fun when we were erm "friends", thank you. Its more than enough for a subsititute.


For all I can say now, Last long.
Be a true man. Be honest. Be true.

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Randomness rock socks. \m/
I met Jabez just now! HAHA. My dearest lovely asshole brother got bangs! like cute only. Central for the don't know how many times . and why am I even surprise when people start asking me if jabez's my boyfriend.

Jabez: I think I look man with bangs
Me: as if. you look like a kid
Jabez: james bond man what.
Me: huh?
Jabez: cuz he bangs!

Classic + priceless. I like

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k. time furh mai homeworks.

Leave

FYI. I'm not sad. just i dont know what,

I feel so... feel so... feel so... argh and more argh . Tell me what I should do now, please. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I am and I really wished it would go away now. Is it just me or am I really changing? I used to be so... so... happy? Actually no. I wasn't very happy back in the past. but I feel happier then . I must learn to let go. I have to. Cus I'm the only one suffering here, not you or you or you or you or you or you. ME. Learn to be contended joelyn pleaseeeee. I beg of myself. Don't ever dream big for this kind of ass shiat. Face the fact, joelyn. In their eyes, you're just MERELY an "angel" for them to forget some other girl. Be happy that you can help, don't fucking wish that they would be true to whatever they say or to be fooled by their actions cuz its ALL LIES,.

LIES FOR YOU TO FALL FOR THEM..



Work was tiring. $3 coupon off = sales hit 2K++ from 1pm to 7pm.
Bah. I'm feeling too nothing to continue with this. I want to watch drama series and day dream. My hair makes me look like an old hag.

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Honestly, I don't mind being a party girl or to be called as a bitch or to be bad-mouthed at or to be hated by every single one living breathing thing or to be slapped by random girls or turning into a lesbian... just get out of my life.

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They say... in order to get things to run in your way.. you gotta to start with yourself first. So here I am, starting and changing. God bless

*breathes in*
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know what, its really time for me to leave. My part of being a friend for you is done. Byebye, takecare! try to think more positive okay. don't so emo. there'll be plenty of girls out there for you, you just have to be confident :) I know you can. I'll miss you. :') and to you, takecare tooooo. Don't play too much. Sleep more.

favour, don't ask. xiexie

Endlessly

I. was. bored.

This is me talking to jing guo on msn. he telling me some shit stuff about my PM. heard the tick tick or was it tack tack sound?? LOL whatever it is, you get me. I was veh into the convo. hahah nb, he make my day only sia.


'm waiting for him to finish his game before he webcam wibz me! HEHHEHE and I am so sure that I'm gonna have a good laugh! HAHA. Don't worry, I'll be back with pictures :3 this I sumpa!


this is how I live strong. this is why I'm always having extreme mixed feelings. okay wait for me!!!!!!! HEHE

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Hi sweethearts! I'm back with peektrues that I promised :)
tell you shit, through out the whole damn convo he didn't know that I was taking pictures hahahahahha so pardon his abit retarded face ohkeh. hahahaha


















I LIKE THE ABOVE ONE. SEE WE SO HAPPY. HAHAHAHH I forgot what were we laughing at. I think was insulting his height again. hahahahahahahahahahah :B







hehehehe he saw my dad and mum and bro. like sibei omg paiseh only! tssssk hahahahaha. he showed his middle finger at me for alot of times cuz I busted him like HELL. HAHA. My insults abit powerpack I know, but my dearest friend here wouldn't get angry no matter what [L]. PLUS! here's the sweetest part! he said school's boring cuz there's no ME! HAHAHAH. He kept :" wa, school very sian leh. my class have people like you then fun already." HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

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I wanted him to act cute but that asshole say he shy! NB! know me so long still will shy siol. hahahah actually no la, cuz he say I would most probably secretly take his act cute picture and post in my blog which is 100% chop chop so true. ahahahahahah. V^^V.

You have a choice,

WHEN WILL YOU DICKHEADS STOP TAKING ME AS A SUBSITITUTE.


I was being nice enough to lend you dick fucktards a listening ear. Yes I've recieved happy faces since then. No one hates recieving them. but reckon how you guys repay me, taking me as a replacement. thanks a million okay sweethearts.


I've seen enough of this shxt. I know you guys are reading. If you want to be the real darling, GO AWAY AND PRETEND THAT WE NEVER KNEW EACH OTHER. TYVM :)

Okay now for a chill!

HAHAHHA I think they are really very mean leh! BUT SIBEI FUNNY HAHAHAHAHHHAHA. now got new song to sing for bball already HHAHAHAHHA :B

Race the hopes,

Falling slowly makes me feel smooth. as though life is going very well and my worries are far far away in dreamland. ahhhhhh, songs like this makes wonders. I like.


I've got millions of face to spare. I get thick skin at times. HAHA okay la fine, Imma thick skin ass. errrr, but sometimes.. thick skin ass like me do get shy at times. like when I happen to bump into my ec like so many stupid times and did the most silly things EVER.


I don't know if its still save to talk about it here cuz my dear srjcian mates would probably be reading right (fill in the blanks)??!HEHE. Anyway, had my pw leadership talk today. AH BORING ONLY. I was alone and still alone. lolllllllllll. but guess whut! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. You'll never know who I saw when I turned back. hahaha okay shit,most of you sweethearts would have known who now. hehehehehehehehehe



I promise myself not to prank people as much anymore hahahahahah. the more I prank, the more I would be more afraid of being punk'd twice as bad. Yeah, in your face joelyntan.



Assumptions really KILLS. Serious.


Nisa and I were walking pass a room. the room was dark. so I freaking assume that there's no one in the room.


Nisa: eh your jg inside!
Me: (thought that nisa would trick me cuz I would always trick her with my " eh your darren over there leh!" ) *turns to the room and WAVESSSS*
Nisa: *stares* eh you really brave leh
Me: what sia.
Nisa: you know I wasn't kidding about that.
Me: OMG YOU FREAKING SERIOUS?
Nisa: ya.


My face equals gone case. He and his friend stared at me when they walked pass me. AHHH, this is why and when I become the top most talked about girls in school. Joelyn tan the most thick skin ass freak. yay me. haha


Waited for almost an hour for the briefing for Aspire Camp. Wlan ehz, I was so hoping not to be in ahhhhhhhh, dang. Third time already. okay, now I don't know weather should I be laughing or crying out loud. same group leh nbbbbbbbbbbbbb :(


The weather was a killer. so sally and I chilled in the library. I showed her mister MIA guy, ahahahahhaha. she can't stop " HE VERY UGLY LEH" .. hahahahahahah :B then we started to play games in faceb! Like fun!!!!! HAHAHAH we took the who got the bigger brain game thingy. her brain is like what, 1899cm cube while Imma 1229 cm cube! WTF, I'm a gorilla. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I can't do mentle sums for nuts. i'll most probably take 15 secs to calculate a 26 minus 18. yes I am that cmi.


I'm gonna save up and do smth about my hair. I've been showing off my louhan forehead too many times in school. abit shy liao. haha


K, i is gonna entertain my fishing guy. asshole only. byebye

The sailor and I

Thats me and my captain after bball. We were erm, bored. hahah and its like standard for the both of us to sing and dance the nobody song. I want nobody nobody but chuuuu~ *shake butt*

Mummy says... C is for cat. C is for cow. C is for cow shit. C is for closed nape. C is for Coward. C is for cum. HAHAHAHHAHA sorry, my mind is abit cocked up today. C is for C grade for my math midyears.


A BIT SIAN YOU KNOW /: I thought i could at least get a B or something.My hopes is like only math. ohwell, no worries! I'm fine! :B I've learnt to look on the bright side and all those yadah motivation ass you know stuff. This proves that I'm not working hard enough. Ahhhh, to think that getting an A was a piece of cake. More like a piece of Shit now. But still, nothing is gonna bring Joelyn10 down! HAHAHAHAHAHHA.


Ah yes. Bball training today. It was much better than yesterday but still a torture. lol. We did ball handling stuff and oh my god I sucked balls. HAHA. I feel so lousy + weak you know! but I had my own fun laughing to myself plus countless times of push ups cuz I keep dropping the ball. today best! Don't need to run! ME LIKEEEEEE~~ :):)


Mac at Elias with Sally and I was dang full after a cup of corns. Power, I like. Met Jabez at his block to get his dinner at Centre. I miss my bruther y'know. okay I think I'm not suppose to say this but Ms R lend us the bball. hahah yeaaa lend till forever, ya you know 'lend'. HEHE. Leadership talk tomorrow means waking up at 5 :( My panda eyes is going to see the world soon.


OH ONE MORE THING IM WORKING THIS SAT!!! :D HAPPY ONLY :B OKAY NIGHT XOXO. No wait not night yet.


*ahem*
The sailor went to see see see to see what he could see see see and all that he could see see see was my angxiuwei and her LAAAAAAAAAAA~ see see see! HEHEH Abit sweet right! IKNOW. OKAY NIGHT! :)

Thats why you go away I know,

Over to gabriel's place before training starts. His dog is okay la. Quite cute. hahahaha. Like hyper only. we talked and talked and then he randomly told me something which made me laugh 5 mins straight. HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH its fuck funny okay. hahahahha though he doesn't think so :( its such a small worlddddd. too smallllll


Bball training was WAH NBCB. LOL. We start at 3 = burning hot sun. We did nothing but shooting............... okay was fun. Oh, sally watched us train till 7.30. Abit sweet right?? :D wait till 5. the torture starts. Drills were fun at first, but try doing the same thing over again for 30 mins. Full court drill was A SHIT LOL. I was dying. then we ran for cool down. AH,this part equals dead. I almost vomited. cool ass. okay shall stop complaining. OHHHHH. we got our Jersey number already. I is Joelyn10! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. ya you know ben10, joelyn10????? HAHAHAHHAHAH


Went home with a maga big headache and mister flu came to visit. bball training laterxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Amen, please be a bit more stronger joelyn tan.

OMG HAHAHAH I'M HAVING EXTREME FEELINGS NOW!!! OMG HAHAH
PLS READ SILVERRATED OKAY. SERIOUS I SWEAR ITS DAMN INTERESTING OKAY :):)))))))) SHOULD SEE THE SMILE ON MY FACE. DAMN CLASSIC

Its just me,

This is so annoying! I feel like whacking someone NOW! Nb!I don't know why am I so hot now but hell yea do I feel like kicking your ass. lol. I shouldn't be feeling like this in the first place cuz its you. Cuz you're just my close friendddddddd. and I've got no control of you being friends with whoever girl you want to. jealous kills, well tell me about it. Argh. I hate it when feelings get the better out of me. I will control my feelings and clam down. time out for facebook.

Thanks to my completed Project work and my can't-wait-to-be-a-mom baby :) Tell me why fb is so dang fun ah! HAHAHAH I LIKE YOU LIKE??

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I was bored




And I missed my cammie.

Boredom + missed cammie = this.

:B
I webcammed with sally too! HAHAHAHAHHA
Sally: eh my forehead higher
HAHAHAHAH I think we can become team LouHan already.



Random, i miss my hair.

G was being a sweethart. hehex. Tell me how unpredictable life is.My dad just lost his job. /:

I think you're really mean

There's no rush cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever. but I doubt it, cuz I'm not your only lover.


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I feel like switching to livejournal or wordpress. but I would most probably be mad at the damn template, I don't even know how to post for god's sake lol. I've been using Blogger since forever. I guess its better to stick to the old one. Yeaaaa old ones< :>


School 2day, was a total waste of time! nb! Make me wake up so early to freeze in the room. Waited till I don't know what time for physics lecture. was so blah that I can find no words other than blah to describe it. so ya blah is the best. 81 home alone :( So sad, its been a rather long time since I've bused home with Nisa and Sally. A bit sad leh.


I wonder where are all the happy people. Anyway! Bball starts at THREE tomorrow. I is want to be black girl one you knowwww. But its still better than nothing! gossips + running + sun = love :) ohhhhh one more thing, I'm going over to gabby's place before training. muahahahaha. Don't dirty mind okay. I'm merely going over to his place to see how ugly his dog is. and then I think I'm gonna spam his computer with my face. HAHA.


&&&&& Jerry's slanted siol :(


Bah, before I end this. Listen to this okay. Luv this to the max.

get you drunk my arse.

Doubt me not, but I'm totally looking like this noahx. nb, project work want to kill me only :( HAHA. My group mates are doing part A,B,C,D while I'm doing the last part. Tell you shit, I need to wait for them till they finish cuz its all damn linked. I think they would most probably finish by 9PM and i'm not even surprised if they were to send it to me at 10PM. ahhhhhh, to think that today's gonna be a fun-day. Ya, sleeping at home like a goddamn pig is sure fun! Try sleeping with your mouth open. fweeling damn shiok. Okay, anyone wants to call me out now?? I is free already all the way till late. I've got school tomorrow. From 8 till 4 I think. Abit shag leh, but nehhhvermind.. cuz I'm gonna have my bball training on Wednesday! YAY. which starts at 11. Double yay! Time for me to get tann. woooooo, best! :)

this is why i luv nuffnang

"Serangoon Junior Collage 2009"
I am not surprised if any tutor were to nag at me for my site when school reopens. Tell me I'm not thinking too much cuz no any one would type the full Serangoon Junior Collage 2009 other than the teachers in my school. 2009 somemore leh. A bit loop hole liao.
ANYHOW. I is bear! not scare of anything one okay. hahhahahahahhahahaa. time for entertainment combo max pack. bye!

see your face not happy how?

I'm back with pictures as promised :3 Love me deep deep right, I know.
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Today equals to stay at home equals to watch teevee (totally spies is like awesome show! must watch!) equals to boring. and work is damn cheebye. I called store to see if they needed any help. But too bad, they don't need any. they don't even bother to call/ ask me to work next week la! NABEI :( Its like family day next week. and they don't need me. fine lor.
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Killed time talking on the phone with Ks ^^. Ruban text me. so I met him at dte for board games! HAHA. we wanted to play board games la, but that idiot don't want to pay for the extra $4 so we played pool instead. this is when I want to dig a hole and hide my head in forever :( I is totally sucked ballx at pool. I can't aim for nuts. Yea, tell me how am I suppose to survive my bball training. ohwell.
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Text weiyuan, he came. we talked, we busted each other. my day was cool. To tell y'all the truth, I don't mind wasting my day with them. A BIT SWEET RIGHT!!! HAHA got touched or not weiyuan! HAHAHAHAHAHA
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Okay now pictures for yesterday! :) Spam combo x90 pixies. Enjoy!


this is how my angxiuwei bully weiyuan. haha

Uh huh, black man just want to hao lian his side burns or whatever shit is that thingy la. he think he cool

I know. Ruban look like a typical pervert.

Weiyuan also think he damn cool. keep folding his arms.

okay now eyes on weiyuan okay. haha

on the phone

still on the phone

still on the phone...........

STILL ON THE PHONE
LOL WEIYUAN SIBEI BUSY ONE.

okay now my black man is happy

My girl smiley.

ya weiyuan cannot leave his i-whatever-shit thingy.

Me: xiuwei how you talk to your mum ah??
Xiuwei: orh like that lor (shown below)

Ruban: ORHH like that huh!

HAHA tell me why my friends so cute one.

OH YA I FORGOT TO SHOW YOU JERRY! :D
*naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah* (points below)
abit cute hor

LOL I look a faggot here. I think i was saying chee smth lol.

THANKS AH WEIYUAN

Both of them were damn into some "yes/no" dice game. sibei stupid one. haha

woooo. took me 2 hours to upload them all okay.

hahaha I was trying to look sexay there/ but yaa


Attempt failed! LOL
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Ok. so like I think Ruban have become a changed person. but its a good change. he's waaaaaaay happier now :) yay okay gonna entertain my people already. byebye! :D