I watched you fade away

I'd throw away all I had, but I'd never let it die.
cause its over.


Sorry no pictures or video today. My energy are all drained out by my bball training + pe today. My panda eyes are coming out to see the world very soon and my eyes can close at any moment now. You bet I'm tired. *yawns* we waited for 81 for about an hour. power or?


I had this dragon boat competition on Wednesday with Jiaqi's class. Wooooooo and WE WON!!!!! \m/ hahahahhaha for the entire 17 years of my life, I've never ever won any thing in sports before. NEVER OK. I'm not much of a sport person. In fact, I dislike sports cause i think I look retarded playing sports. but I figure that I miss out too many things in life, so in order to make my two years stay in collage a meaningful one... I'd participate in every and any activity organise by my collage. I can't believe I'm doing this but Yeahhh I am! LOL.


The best part about the dragon boat thingy wasn't all about winning. it was about seeing the never-give-up spirit in Jiaqi's class. though I hardly know anyone there, but their class spirit was amazing! Seeing how each of them strive and giving in all they got while we were competing. It was very tiring but each of us INCLUDING ME didn't stop. Ok la, water went into my mouth while I was shouting the counts x.x but other than that... I never stop ok! :):) yes I am very happy with myself on that day. I feel damn good about myself. hehex. so what I'm putting through to you lazy guys out there is to get your butt off and join something! Be it chess, sports, dance anything! don't you find it a waste just to leave your life hanging like that?? Time waits for no man. Don't regret.


PE today was tiring. the sun was scorching hot :( My shutter run was like a piece of shit zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. so is my standing board jump and my incline pull up. I only did 11 wth Nevermind! I still have 3 weeks till my napfa! jy joelyn! HEHE


Anyways. I found out something today hahahha and omg I think girls who confess are fucking brave. I wonder where they got their courage from. Brave souls. you girls deserve a clap. I think it'd take me at most a decade to have that courage.


I'm having my econs extra lesson tomorrow at 8! YAY :)
I feel like swimming tmrw... anyone???? :B and and I'm having this bball SR Olympics on monday! HEHE we'll win ok nisa, jiaqi, kris and weijing?? :D