Someday,

Driving me mad. > Http://wigglywamwam.wordpress.com :)

What tomorrow may brings,

When I'm good. I'm really really good. With a little tagboard and your stupid flyingkiss.. I found out the whole damn story of yours. HAHA SERVE YOU RIGHT KARMA BOY. I used to think that god was being very mean to me. But guess what, he was never once mean to me. He was just waiting for the right moment. When my life is at the highest peak with my As and friends that I totally adored. AWWWWWWWWWW. Luv god. Luv the awesome feeling :) You're like a damn dog you know. Fucking coward piece of shiat. Ended up kena fucked by her ex-bf like don't know what. HAHAHAHAH LOSER ASS. Now you're begging for the friendship back huh? What an ass. hahahah like what am I saying again, you're ALREADY an ass. A painful stinky useless one. Oh mannnn, to the guy that I once loved so much to a guy whom I want to dislike till forever. I'm too weird. hahahahahahha but who cares! Friends luv me for being weird. RIGHT PAT????? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I didn't want to post .. but this shait drives me too happy!!! HAHAH Shall post with pictures tomorrow :)

What makes you different,

I'm gonna be free cus I'm letting you go away :) Boohoo2Blogger. I can't post pictures :( which makes me zzzzz to blog. I don't want to eyecandy my hot guy anymore. Every single girl is out there going crazy over him. I'm not. FYI, i am not.. NOT interested in him ohkeh. So yeah, neither am I jealous and I don't know why am I posting about him. Weird, but ya since I've typed the whole damn thing already.. why bother backspace! HAHA. Life man, its life. No point looking back. whats done.. its done! hehehehehehehehe. Its like everyone's going eyecandy on him, which makes me so less interesting :( Whats more that he knew about my existence!!! No good, I don't like. I want to be the girl in the corner and stare until my eyeballs pop out. Eyes are freaking red, my back hurts like everything and my toe is a swollen shit. I don't know whats more to come. But no pain no gain y'all know! :) think I'm heading to the doctors' tomorrow if my toe isn't any better. Its been a week. /:

Let me hold you for the last time,

hihi2daworld. Monday bluez :( But I was fine after 3 hours hahahahaha. I fell asleep during Chinese :( I was damn tired and was trying to pick myself up from the heartaches. hehe. Chem Lecture kool. ThermoChem is like awesome only. I like diagrams and cycles and circles and funny cool equations. AI ZAI! :D Tell you people.. GP isn't such a bore anymore. NOT because that my GP tutor smiles/talked like youknowwho.. but his lessons were pretty much interesting! :) "Justify why I should banish the others from this island and allow you to survive". SEE TOLD YOU ITS COOL. We had fun trying to squeeze out stupid lame reasons hahahahhahahhahaa. Man, never knew time could fly during GP. Physics test was a killer. hahahah it doesn't really matter if you've studied for the test or not. Cus none of the shits came from the Lecture book or the Turtorial. So yea, Econs test tomorrow! Don't fail me :( 81 bus ride to school is a cute-boy ride! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Now I'm looking forward to taking the 6.40am single deck bus. hahahahhaha. Sorry lor, me and nisa is cute-boy detector one. :P
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Wednesday no bball for me cus I've got some Camp Aspire thingy. Its a :) and a :( . :) cus I KNOW why and I shall not tell you kapo why! :( cus no more bball mates to play with. Friday's thanksgiving! which means no school! AWESOME!!! :D Our tutors would be performing for us! awww, thats something which you can see everyday! And thats something which you can only experience in SRJC. heheheh. You bet my Collage is the best :0)
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okokokokokok, time to heal. byebye :)

Talk about new,

Shut up. I hate meeting new people. They never fail to bring the annoying shit out of me. Stop acting mister know it all cus you don't you fag. Go back to your lifeless shit. I am so not interested in people whom you are attracted to. If you're trying to make me jealous, tell you something dear, TRY HARDER. If you're trying to make me fall for you, KEEP DREAMING. I've met millions of your kind. yeah, your playful, flirtish, faggot kind :) Kiss my arse and die sucker! HAHA

Deeeeeeep,

I've been updating myself with the SPCA news and campaigns since forever. hahahah. Its like a part of must-do-list when I use the net you know! Koolix. SPCA reminds me of my WR. WR makes me mad cus its already 8.24pm!!! A full twelve hours have passed and I've recieved no shits. Like how much you wanna bet I'm gonna get the same old reasons again. I say to you, well done. Guess its back to the one man show again. HA, what am I saying.. it always been like this isn't it? ]:< I know I did not specific the time and it was rather last minute.. but can you guys at least put yourself in my shoes for a while? Just a little tiny while. Besides.. it doesn't kill as much as your brain cells as compared to the things that I'm doing now. OKAY FINE I SHALL QUIT WHINNING. Cause its getting no where. Its always getting no where. I'm gonna study to chill myself before I start bombing messages again. this is what I called fucked up. bai.

Much longer,

I don't know why am I holding on to something which was never meant to be mine. I wished I could stop and live my own world. You're always on my mind and I can't chase you away. You were my angel, for you there is no replacement. For this is the night for you. and I have to side for you. Baby I would die for you, to be with you. But it was till yesterday.. yesterday that I realised, I lost to you. Lost to my stubbornness. Lost to my never-die-hard attitude. You got me fooled so bad. You got me thinking... I am just a mere accompany for you. For you to feel how great it is to be loved. For you to hug. For you to get your heart melted. Maybe its not yours to blame. Its mine. Me thinking that you've actually fallen for a girl whom you knew for hardly 2 weeks. I did something which I should done long time ago. Deleted every single picture and your contact. You'll be a memory.

Lies I saw through,

Yay2Blogger. Now I've got pictures ^^. Met Ruban after so long at dte! :) I wanted to take a short nap before I start studying but.. I was enthu finding something till I lost track of time :( Studied till 7 and met my black man :) He's one happy guy I tell you. and he's going through shits now. hahahahahaha. Its life black. Face it. You can't have the best of both worlds :) Its always either this or that. love or body. You or me. HAHA. Updated each other with silly stuff. hahahahahahah. Me luv k. and I did the most stupidiest (if there's such a word) thing ever. I meant ever. I think I can be crowned as the bravest girl already lor. I messaged youknowwho. Not myhotguy. But youknowwho. HA-HA-HA. Like why am I even have the slightest pinch of hope that you would reply me huh? Maybe you would when the sun turns blue.
I was dead tired while walking home. and stupid black man tricked me!

Ruban: joelyn, i've got a job to intro. $14 per hour.
Me: o.O where? do what one?
Ruban: At TM. Pump oil for the trains.
Me: Really? So shiok ah. got aircon one not?
Ruban: Have la. want or not?
Me: uhhhh, but I dont have time sia
Ruban: but its 14 bucks per hour!
Me: But I want to study sia. okay la, then I can bring my book to study and pump oil
Ruban: Wah joelyn I think you're really stressed out from JC
Me: huh?
Ruban: MRT need oil one huh??

My Black man ai zai. He pro liao. Revenge is always sweet isn't it? HA-HA. now I'm contradicting myself all over. Thank YOU

Here we are, in the best year of our life
there's no telling where're going.
Here we are, on the best of our life
This aint gonna coming back
I never knew I would love you so much
You mean every little thing to me
I've got a picture in my wallet
I miss you more whenever I think about you
Its been so long since we've been talking
in a few more days, we'll both break up forever.
Now I love you to the place where I fought my heart out for a million reasons for you