Just like that,

Oh man.. whats with Blogger! :( I'm gonna post in a very boring way again. No colour, no bold, no nothing. You people would suffer reading this.. but I feel like blogging! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Had our Collage's WILL run today. wooooo, the weather was awesome! No sun, windwindwind :). I swear I was dying after 4km. I perspire like fwee. My whole shirt sibei wet. hahahahahahhaha. But I feel good after completing my 14km! :D I thought I could do better, but 14km sounds good enough for me. Sally not human. She ran 17km k. SEVENTEEN. NB. Don't know why run so fast for what! Haha and to add on, my poor sally was sick :( I bet she suffered 10 times more than me. Chilled after the run and was bullied by sally&Nisa. like what only! They really sabo me till I want to hide my face already okay. Smart people would have guessed it by now. Yeah, hot guy + shouting "joelyn says go ******" + "Go joelyn's husband". Don't asked why I have lame friends.. I made weird but awesome friends. Love my life. HEHE. OMGGGG, I found out something hahahahahahhahah im so gonna get revenge for everyshit thing you done to me. YOU MATI JIALUT JIALUT. I HAPPY JUMP JUMP. V^^V

Hope brings you through,

" I'll forgive you if you come back crying with your heart shattered "

My GP tutor showed us this video during his lesson time. I teared. hehehehehehhe. My gp tutor smiles like youknowwho. OMGGGGGGGG. damn scary!!!! How can one resemble another so darn much! Plus the way he talked. CAN FAINT OKAY. DAMN ALIKE. But thats a good thing.. GP doesn't bore me that much anymore :B


I've been reaching home at 8pm for the whole of this week :( Uh, bball plus tons of remedials. Killer only but I've got my people there with me! YAY ME.


I totally lose myself during Chemistry. Thanks to my dearest Vivian and Yijie. hihi you two, doubt you guys would never read this but yaaaaaaaa. Don't make me so ps anymore kkkkk. If not next time I don't know how to act normal. LOL. I want to save my face one. Want to sabo also wait till A level finish then sabo. HAHAHAHAHAH :B


No pain no gain? hah. I was shocked to the very max when I top physics in one of my lecture test. Truth is, I never really studied that hard for this test I swearz. So what is this huh. Fancy me studying so darn hard and getting shitty results verus this. God loves me too much


Will run tomorrow! 15km all the waaaaaaay. can't wait!!!!!!! :)

If you were to stay,

HAHA. Don't have to wonder any longer. Its yours. Definitely yours luv. :) Tell me why do I feel such joy when I see the pain you're going through? IN YOUR FACE LOSER MIA. What goes around, comes around. Well.. its finally time manz. Time for you to feel the pain I felt for the whole year. Feel the heart break. Feel everything.

Peace sign 4 me,

Yea baby!!! Blogger's back! :D:D:D:D:D Blogger is still the best k. So yeah, byebye2wordpress :P Well.. I guess the only time when I returned to wordpress is when blogger starts hating me again.


Turned 17 today :) Sally & Nisa got me a ben10 watch! HAHA. bessssst, is that my dearest TPJC fav came down to my collage! AWWWWWW. sweet huh. Luv you muchmuch okay :* and thanks to Sally... I need to hide my face forever now. Omg, like embarrassing only please. I swear I'm gonna make her twice as embarrassed! You shall wait and see sally.. Wait and see!


My mum did the funniest thing ever. haha. and ya, what a post on my birthday huh.

A big thankyou to you sweetfaces for the birthday wishes okaaaaay. spam luv!

To wordpress!

Blogger driving me nuts! My post is still as boring as ever :( Http://wigglywamwam.wordpress.com 4 you! :D don't worry, I'll be back here once its fixed! :)

hop hop jump in,

WAH SIANSSSSSSSSSSS. I think Blogger hates me. its been 4 days and I still having this shit not working! :( I veh sad now. I want to emo. I've got million of stuff to blog but stupid damn blogger spoils my mood. So irritating lor! And to add on, I've tried using other deardiarys, like livejournal, tumblr and wordpress. I tell you shit, I signed up for all three and I sucked ballx. million of sos please. See la. Now I have to blog in such a boring manner again. So ball-ring yes? tsk. Oh, fyi. I saw my primary1 crush on my way home. HAHA. what a day. aiya!!! Seriously ah, I got no mood to blog already. I think its a sign for me to change a new site! Sounds good?? you guys can b a sweethart you know :) like help me in the template and posting stuff. I is sibei nub till I cannot tahan :(

You can't play on broken strings,

Hi you. Its been 4 days since you've updated. Please update hao bu hao. I want to kapokapo you know! :( Don't selfish k. There's something wrong with Blogger :( thats why I'm blogging in such a boring manner. tsk I can't upload pictures or bold or colour or underline my damn font. Like stupid rightx. For 16 years of my life.. its up till this very day till I realised the power of words. Yeah Words. As in, ABCDEFGH words.You babies have no idea, absolutely no idea how much they can push one. A simple "after eating my bread, must run fastfast! Don't walk okay :D" text from sally, a "go jojo!:)", a " JIAYOU JOELYN, ALL THE WAY" ... and a rubber band.. made me ran 6km non-stop.I couldn't believe it myself either. 6 k leh hello. But I doubt I wouldn't be any close to 6km if its isn't for Sally, Nisa, Suki and ofcourse that rubber band. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA okay I shall stop it with the rubber band. Later Sally disturb me in school I mati. hehex. ANYWAY, as I was saying... I ran with my dearest suki despite climbing stairs for like 20 times during PE. Wooo, I tell you. the feeling after finishing the run is shioooook only. Its like getting high and then everything went blank. your legs became wobby like shzt. I LIKE SIA. Best part, I chilled within 40sec. No more headache, no more vomitting V^^V
kkkkkk. I really want to post pictures now :( tsk. irritating nia~ I can't wait for friday!!!!! Run with Nisa in the morning. PE running. then bballl!!!! :D and the night would be totally awesome. YAYYYYY. Me luv my collage. Me luv my life. You guys don't know how good I feel about myself noahxzs :)

Suck, there's something wrong with Blogger. Fixed it blogger. I want to blog with pictures!

God loves me I swear!

OH MY FUCK GOD. HAHAHAHAHAHHA I FOUND SOMETHING. HAHAHAHA OMG BABIES PLS GO SILVER RATED IF YOU GUYS WANNA KNOW WHAT SHXT K.


" CAN I MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH ? "


tell me where have I ever seen this phrase before huh???




OH RIGHT. NOW I REMEMBER... IT WAS A YEAR AGO...
Fucking same old line. You never change huh.


Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha. Imma sucker.

The record skips skipping,

Burnt!!! My muscle-less arms and face are burnt! ouuuuuuuuch, please don't hurt me tomorrow :( Don't peel k, sayang sayang mama luv you.


Bball from 9am to 3pm! :):):):):):) Like do I need to say how much I enjoyed myself today? :B Though we lost till like sibei jialut... but I had fun! I bet my team mates had fun too right pat!!! HAHA. HIHI PAT :D I know you're here. hahahahahahah. uhhh, the sun was a killer. Half of the time I was breathless. My mind total went blank when I was playing. I don't know what to do!! LOL. Despite so, we had fun laughing and teasing at others. hahahahhahaha. It wasn't me okay! It was sock and nisa and jane... and all others except me. hahahah


ohohohohohoh! we took pictures!! :D But pity, the pictures are all with Nisa and Regina :( Fret not, I'll post them up as soon as I get the pictures from them k! My blog is soooooo boring without pictures, yes?


I tell you, I was a blur dickhead when we were playing for first match. I thought no one was defending this girl. So COMMON SENSE tells me to defend her la. I did. But then, out of nowhere I heard a voice ... " jojo, don't block me." I turned, and ya poor little Jane was ALREADY there, defending her. hehehehehe, this time cannot blame me hor! Jane is like half a head shorter than me. Now I feel your pain sally LOL

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Now what. I am Cheena girl girl. LOLLLLL. Ass.. Some random old guy asked if I were from CHINA while I was buying drinks for my mates. nbbbbb, which part of me look like china! if you meant my forehead, I give you flying kick.


Late lunch with pat,nisa and sockkkkkk :) KFC was so sinful pls but I had a whole day of bball, its time to reward myself with something gooooooood. trained down to sengkang and 89 home!! :D


Oh look, my sally sent me an offline message


one2three4five_@hotmail.com said (AM 1:22):
Twins
Twins have a strong bond and therefore always think of the other before making a decision. Their thoughtful nature makes them considerate romantic partners.


HAAHAHAHA, I FOUND THIS AND IT REMINDS ME OF MHG! *********** RIGHT!


Forever high one. I can't wait for my promos to be over!! I want to party like siao. Me want to club. Me want to sing. Me want to shop. Me want to stare at cute/hot guys. Me want to work at cafe. Me want to go Ice skating. Me want to fly kite. Me want to watch drama series. Me want to play bball with my dad&bro. Omg the thought of it make me excited only!!! MISTER TIME RUN FASTER K.

No damage,

Money can't buy happiness. Its all bulls and shits.
What money can't buy is nothing.
I don't know what else I can do to make my mum happy other than not spending her money. House bills is flying high at $400+. My dad's gonna change his job cus he can't take any more of the pressure. What if my dad found a job which is less than what he's earning now huh. I don't know why my dad can't take the pressure. Maybe he's old. Maybe he needs a breather. My mum total flare when she found out that my aunt installed the Wii thingy game. Why? I'll do equations for you k.


Wii = Cousins want to play = More time stuck on tv = High electrical usage = High bills.


My mum started to curse and swear at my aunt. I was there listening. She called my dad. I pity my dad as in seriously I do. To think I've got the best mum. Yeah, I did have the best mum. But my dad didn't have the best wife.


I think its time for me to earn more.

I is trick-you queen,

read my title. It says it all. hahahahahahahah omg, I'm having so much fun at facebook! HAHA. My friends fell for almost all of my tricks. heheheh. Sometimes I wondered how many tricks do I have up my sleeves. I think I've got plenty. Khai is so gonna kill me 5 minutes later. hahahahahahah omgggg, I swear I was laughing damn hard just now!! LOL. But this tricking stuff could land me in some deep shit :( Soon enough, my friends would doubt me for every single thing I've said. Tsk, the wolf and sheep story not true k!! I play4fun. No harm no harm. I peace peace V0.0V .


(5mins later) OMGGGGGGGG. I was so wrong about khai killing me :(


Khairul Anwar : leeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! to think u ARE with him sia!! cos like firstly, u sounded so happy.. it's gd to knw tt ure happy uh..like finally...if nt i knw deep in yr heart ure still missing tt someone(u knw who im refering to). haiyaaa... bt if u are together with him..i'll be happy for u. really. well, nt say him uh..jus say ure attached, to anyone u love..i'll be happy for u. ((:


My cafe people are the best work mates ever ohkeh! No one can beat them. Never will.


So like I'm done with the survey and interview questions. I'm just waiting for 11.30pm to come. For all the edited copies to be send back to me. when I meant all, I meant all k. pls dont give me stupid excuse and make me annoyed hao bu hao :( Bball tomorrow at 7.30am!!!! :D I am so ever willing to sacrifice my beauty sleep for bball sia.Damn, why must my team mates be the nicest and funniest people on earth! :( Why must them make bball so much fun till I feel like playing ball with them like till forever. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Why do I have the nicest people around me huh.


You can only have one of the two. Its either friends or guys.
:) Friends r def enough for me. hehe, time 4 my econs. I miss seeing my ec arldy hahahahaha. Ohoh, someone told me smth. and it made me feel like smth. Tsk, i is dont like people to notice me in school. I want to be secretive and be nobody one k.

So many days,

Need any advise? First timer for your piercing? SOS FOR JOELYNTANYIYING :) or you can simply tag at my tagboard. I'm more than willing and happy to answer all your doubts. No charge, just click on my ads. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. Omgggg, like funny sia!! HAHAHA



gordon says:
eh joelyn
if u pierce ur ear
u cannot change the stud for how long?


HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH. So funny please. I'm like the piercing pro. HAHA. k, so 6 ear piercings, one root, a nape, a nose piercing, finger piercing, tongue, snake bits and labret piercing. okaaaaaaaaay this is how you'd get labeled as piercing siao. Eh the feeling like shiok only. The pain... the blood... wooo, excitement! And of course not forgetting the "OMG YOU'RE SO SICK" faces from my friends. Classic! O:)


I ran in the morning today with Nisa and Sally! :) The run was good! I didn't stop for the 3km! Sibei proud now k. I was feeling good. Like way off good. I was high during Econs. I answered all the questions and volunteer myself to draw the diagram. 6km for PE. MORE POWERRR. I 4km nonstop!! WOOOOO. then I became more powerpack. Despite running for 9km, I was veh awake for physics and econs remedial. I is parrot in econs and physics. Cannot keep my mouth shut. Now I can fight with Kwok Meang liaosxxx. HAHAHA.


I saw smthsmthsmth during my lunch break! HEHEHEHEHEHE. :B Make me smile to myself only. tsk. School end at 3.30 and then BASKETBALL! \m/ another 2km for warm up, this time round I almost died. Nb, I feel like there's something in my throat and I feel like puking I swearxxxxxxxxx. We played match. YAY MY TEAM MATES :D:D:D:D and stupid pat, she lied to me about her boyfriend!!! Worst still, she can't even recognise him. k, I don't know if she was lying about not knowing that that was him cus which gf in this entire world would not be the first to notice their boyfriend besides me! LOL. So ya that blur queen lied to me when he ran passed us. nb, monday she confirm die! His class next to mine only. I can disturb like free. yay2me. :B Oh! then then then while we were shooting, I saw MHG!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. See my face cannot stop smiling. HEHEHEHEH. Don't tell you whats MHG, you guess yourself. I like to be secrective. V^^V


I was out of breath and leg is aching too much. I was walking 3cm/s from school to the bustop which took me like say... 8mins? LOLLLL. Now I'm tired :( *yawns*.. Gonna finish my pw survey and WR by tonight :) jyjyjyjyjyjyyjjyjyjyjyjy!

Tell me why am I even missing you again?

Dear maria count me in,

Since I've got time to spare... I've decided to entertain myself with my wigglywamwam. Damn you bet I'm tired. Not just tired. But sibei tired siol :( siol reminds me of the old me who kept whining and complaining about wanting a malay boyfriend. hahahahaha. Eh I still want malay boyfriend k. Chinese guys now turns me off cus they are too much for me to handle. I is enough of chinese guys with their nonsense which total drives me insane. Sometimes they lose themselves and somehow I could just dig out their intentions. Pro Queen is me. say, I've been single for 2years now. I can't believe it. From someone whom dumped guys and changed boyfriends like free to someone whom is still in love for some guy for the entire two years.hmmm. Sometimes, I miss my old self. Playful bitchy self.


Bball yesterday was good! :) Best part running 1km for warm up. Like shiok only. We did nothing much. Uhhhhh, and I sprained my back :( not because of bball. not because I fell during PE or whatever shit. Its because I carried my bag on one side while I was walking home. so I was slant-walking all the way home. I felt the pain in my back till I reached my doorstep. Powerpackxcsds.


and in your face! HAHA Loser asssss! hahahah I know I'm damn mean but still, whatever okay. Read me. WHAT-EEEEEEEVVVVVER. You suck shxt and hahahaha I'm so happy.


K, my aunt's out from the bathroom. I'm gonna bathe and chiong my two compre, Surveys for Project and study my physics! I'm running 5km+5km tomorrow. Zai liao, I confirm knock out when I reached home tomorrow. Class lunch on saturday, Bball on Sunday! Busybusybusy. byebye :)

Everything felt right,

LOL. I removed my previous picture cause I think its rather big and scary. HAHA I totally scare myself. X-X So... HI BABIES!! :) School's fine 4 me. I've been sleeping at 12 and waking up at 5am for almost every day. Best part of it was me not feeling a weeeeee bit tired! WOO. the feeling like shiok only.


My eyes are killing me. I can't see for nuts. To make matter worst, my right eye is freakish red now. Poor I. HAHA. you know I as in eye eye? LOLLLL. ANYWAY, you know me. I'm as blind as the blindest bat without my spects. So yea, lecture was a torture cus my class sat alllll the way back! :( Pity me lehz.


WR one man show! HAHAHAHAHAH. FYI, I'm not blaming or complaining about any shit for pw... but I think I sucked at organising and getting my group mates together. X-X half of the time I would most probably be lost and then some idiot would annoyed the littlest bit out of me. I is can tahan. but DONT EVER cross the line okay. I know you're tired, and have hell load of stuff to do. its not like we three don't. I'm not complainingggggggg. I just hope that you'd put in more effort and push yourself a little bit more.


BAH. Jerry is fuck ugly now :( My whole finger is like peeling. lolllllll. Home/school rides were def awesome with Nisa and Sally :) We're always in the world of our own. PE + bball + GP presentation + chinese presentation tomorrow!!! WEEEE, I can't wait for bball!!! I miss perspiring like a pig. and then sing my nobody nobody but chuuuuuuuuuuuu. AWWWWWWWWWW.


My ns friend finally talk2me. ^^V takebackyourwords and I'll pretend none of that shit happen :)


Time really flies uh! 6 months have passed just like that. AND I'M TURNING 17 SOON ON THE 28th!!!!!!!*hinthint* OMGGGGGG, OLD SIAAAAAAAA. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M ACTUALLY 17 T.T Sally and Nisa better don't embarrassed me on my birthday if not I'd kill them for sure. You belong to me! Since when... since the day you know me! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA sorrrry, inside thing.

kkk. time to get myself updated with blog hopping stuff. Kapo joelyn on the hunt byebye. :)

-5 mins later-
OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I THINK RIGHT, NEXT TIME I SHOULD BLOG HOP FIRST THEN COME AND BLOG. HAHAHAHAH OMGGG I SAW MUTHU'S PICTURE. AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA IM HIGH NOW HAHAHAHAHHAHA. And I'm serious about the 5 mins later okay! HAHAHAH omggggggg. HAHAHAHAH

Rock around like no other,

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'm feeling damn awesome now!! :D:D:D Played ball with my dad and brother at Pasir ris CC. Initial plan was at 230. But stupid sia, I don't know why ahbengs wake up so early and play ball. I thought they would most probably be sleeping at 10am cuz yesterday they ton at some guy's place and then smokesmokesmoke/drinkdrinkdrink, then sibei tired so go K.O on bed, no?? Ya. I is shy gal when people see me play ball. HAHA. so I ran all the way to the CC and ran back to tell my dad that there's isn't anyone at the CC. zai abit. HEHE


We had the whole court to ourselves!! YAYX. Brother came later :) Am I too nice or that people just loves to bully me huh? My bro and dad kept laughing at me I swear. Nb, my dad says I shoot like penguin! Anyhow only. I lost while playing ABC or smth like that. I got stuck for don't know how many times. Loser ran 8 rounds round the court. yea, me and my damn mouth.


Ohhhh, my dad showed me this! HAHA. When magic goes wrongggggg.

Like classic. Bull's eye straight die I like! HAHA.
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And this is what you get when some BLACK man hits you HARD on your leg.

I'm tiredddddd. think i'm gonna catch a short nap before my tuition starts a 4.30pm. tomorrow's gonna be a long long long dayyyyyy. Like what am I saying, everyday's a long day. Ohmanxxxxxxxxx.
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Tell me how much can one miss?

No matter,

Its 12.44am now and I'm currently watching Naruto with my Brother! HAHA like cute siolxxxx. I do shadow clone szesu. *proof* or dragon claw best! HEHEHEHE. I met my favourite Indian guy and Malay bully just now at cafeeeeee :) we did nothing but had loads of fun :D Nb, they cb bully me sia. Ruban can't stop shooting back at every single shit that I said. Hazim was there encouraging him. They kept talking about steam,porn stuff. Like want to whack them only. Played Vampire, winner slap loser. HAHA Boring leh, I kept losing. they slapped hardcore :( hehehheheeh, Hazim don't want take picture with me so ya I've got no pictures today :( Hazim never fails to mess my hair like SIAO. I kept shouting at cafe. Its been so longggggggg. Good old times. hihi, now I can't wait for 24th!!!! hurry come!!! Bball with my dad and brother tomorrow! yayx, time for a workup. fatsfats go away. Night! :)

Sometimes love comes around,

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI. I'VE BEEN BUSY. I MISS WIGGLYWAMWAM AND WHINING LIKE AN ASSHOLE! HEHE. and like omg, I've got millionz of stuff to update my dear wammy :( I don't know where to start from. I missed getting hooked into the net for hours, blog hopping and hoping to see some phrase.. like i don't know.. say " I met ********** at ******* " or " ***** ps me" kinda stuff. hahahahahahah. stalker is me I know, shutup k.


Met Steph after SO LONG at tampines to get Xiuwei's present on Tuesday! Maga catchup time with my clone. She best, got 10 days of holidays :( like enjoy life only. Dad's 43th and baby's 17 on 8thJuly! ^^ Yesterday was a sinful dinner with Pohling, sihui, baby and yenheui at tampines! I tampines siao liao. Ohmanxxx, if only time could just run slower. I miss the fun and laughter with my favourites :(



Now I shall show you the awesome people!! :D













Know how the smallest thing could make my day? Seeing my favourites' happy faces makes me happy. Dang happy you know :) hi fav, I enjoyed myself yesterday ohkeh. its like the best day everrrrrrrrrr. and i just want you guys to know you guys are the best and nothing can ever replace you guys okay! Sihui's priceless expressions, tricks on pohling that would probably worked 99.999999%, baby's laughter and retardation and yenhuei's sotong head. HAHAH the power of 5! WOOOOOOO. luvluv k. 24th hurry comeeeeee. can't wait for the fun! HEHE :B


PE was running. Nothing but running. I ran 5km last wednesday and MsRivera said smth like " wah you bballer still run so slow!" and when I told her that I didn't ran with the others this morning.. she said I was lazy :( Booooohooo, like mean rightz. I'm not lazy :( I'm not slow!!!! I'll improve, I will one okay. just waitttt and see.


10th july came and passed. I did something which I kinda regretted. Now you're such a turn off to me. Why did you change?? I miss the old complaining you and not this sweet talker you.





HEHE I just can't stop giving such stupid faces.
Econs lecture tomorrow @ 8 yayyyyyyyyyyyx econs.

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WLOU EH, DON'T FLIRT WITH MY MUTHU LEH, NBBBXXX. YOU GOT YOUR XIAOJ ALREADY RIGHT. HAHA I THINK ITS DAMN CHILDISH OF ME TO BE MAD AT A 13 YEAR OLD KID FOR THIS STUPID RETARDED REASON. BUT STILL, DON'T FLIRT WITH MY MUTHU HAO BU HAO!!!!! TSK YOU GOT SO MANY GUYS TO MESSAGE RIGHT. SEE YOUR POST, GOT SO MANY KORKOR AND GAN LAOGONG, GO MSG THEM LEH. LEAVE MY MUTHU ALONE. HAHA I THINK I'D DIE IF YOU TWO WERE TO BE TOGETHER SIOL. Muthu even replied you worz. nbbbbb, I not happppy! AHAHA wtf, grow up joelyntanyiying. she's 13 and you're a soon to be 17. stop it already.
oh fyi, muthu = mia guy = luv. HAHA

You got to find me,

She's so mean!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA. Oi! If you are laughing at that poor guy there, STOP IT RIGHT NOW OKAY. Cus I'm like him. HAHAHHAHAHA or should I say 10 times worst. HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH. the power of love.

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I was just wondering... when can you ever stop with your lies? You're fine now aren't you?? EVER SO KICKING ALIVE AREN'T YOU? Why can't you live happy and stop whining about you going to "die". huh huh huh? Life's too short. Too short for me to entertain people like you. Die for all you want. I wouldn't much care now. Enough is enough. My parents even LAUGHED at you when I told them what you said to me. Tell you shit, I've never regretted my decision two years back. Not even a slightest bit. Look at me now, I'm so darn happy without you. Hey, this feeling of mia thingy is way way way way way better than the feeling of being stucked to YOUR problem and you not doing any shit about it. you kept whining and complaining how useless you were. YET YOU DID NOTHING TO IT. I was 15. I was young and naive to think that I did the right thing. I guess I got the definition of right way off. I thought by doing so much would you be able to pass your Os and get on with your life. Yes my friend truth hurts. I hurt you, indirectly you hurt me much more. The pain of going through long working hours, the pain of teaching you every single night, the pain of thinking how to cheer you up, the pain of making you see life is not what you think it is, the pain of coping with work and studies just to make your stomach happy, the pain of spending my money on stuff which I shouldn't have and most probably add up to say $500? Man, I can go on forever. But time's running! I need to study! HAHA BYEBYE :)

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:( 10th July like coming sia. tsk

The more you'll come to understand,

Someone please ban emo songs! Imissyou, shhh.

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[edit/10:11pm]
I felt like crying an hour ago. I was having a very hard time trying to find case studies for my GPP! I feel bad asking my team mates to find.... :( This is why I hate projects. I'm afraid I would give too much work to them. I'm afraid they would hate/dislike me for giving them work to do lol. Eh like serious, think about it. If you were to hate your leader, wouldn't you dread doing the project? You would feel no near fun doing it. I want my team mates to enjoy doing this project you know. Cus PW is really a killer. ohwellllllll. after having my eyes glued on the screen and ignoring messages from my phone and msn I've finally found the case study! HEHE its a good one I swearx. HAHA okay to me, its a good one. My new PW teacher better don't reject it. If she does, well I would most probably turn into a monster and eat her up. EH AN HOUR SEARCHING FOR THIS IS HARD WORK OKAY. I GOT PUT IN EFFORT HOR. ITS WRITTEN ON MY FACE. *shows my louhan forehead*. Got not!!! hahahahahahah :P K la, I'm feeling better now. Like who won't la please!

"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."


Uh, I feel like having a "fall 7 times, stand up 8" inked. k, time for some entertainment before i go on with my books date again.


[edit/11.20PM]
HIHI I'M BACK! HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA JC GIRLS ARE THE WEIRDEST PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER FIND OKAY. HAHAHAH OMG I LOVE SALLY SIA HAHAHAHAHAH.


WE WERE TALKING ABOUT 2KG HAHAHAHAH. SHE LOST I GAIN. NB NOW I 49 LIKE FATSSSSSSSS. I NOT HAPPY KNOW WHY?? CUS SALLY'S THE ONE WHO DRAGGED ME TO EAT WITH HER!!! SO IM SUPPOSE TO LOSE WITH HER RIGHT. TSK NOW SHE SIBEI HAOLIAN THAT SHE LOST 2KG. SO AS I WAS SAYING...
Me: Life's too unfair!
Sally: Fair!
Me: fair my pigu *Shakes butt*


and sally draws....

LOL SHE DRAW MY BUTT SO FAT!!!


Sally redraws...

HAHAHAH LIKE CUTE ONLY.


Guy flirts is turn off. I is don't like.

Cus I'm broken,

hihi! I'm back from work. Yes work and not Collage day. I think Nisa's probably suffering now. Busy clearing up the place. HAHA LOSERS! opps. HAHAHAHHAHA. The only reason why I didn't want to go for Collage day cus I'll most probably get nagged upside down and my face confirm black like siao. HAHA omg, imagine me with my classic black face, NEAT and TIDY hair and SIBEI long skirt serving the guests. I think they will throw cake at me. HAHA.


Random people always thought I'm a Korean. Its the hair okay. not my face. My face typical ahlian I know. ANYWAYS, so yaa. there was this INDIAN guy I was serving at work.


Indian man: Girl are you from Singapore?
Me: haha er yah. *thinking that he'd most probably say that I look like a Korean but...*
Indain man: Oh you look like you're from Vietnam.
Me: ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha


OMG VIETNAM??? OUT OF SO MANY COUNTRIES, VIETNAM, WTFFF!!! LOLLLL. So what now I look like a maid la? Wait, maids are not from Vietnam hor. BUT OMG LA. I don't know if the Indian man really blind or what. nbbbbb, vietnam??!?!?!! Singapore is filled with weird people. sheesh. I can't believed that I haha. For that moment I was thinking, omggg got another random people say i look like korean again.


I heartattacked myself again. I thought I saw *. OH HIHI SIHUI, I lost the bet already. haha like long time ago. Sally's fault!!!!!!! See I got integrity hor :B uh, Gan & Lock came. Lock danced funny! HAHAHAHAHHA. Oh man, why work sooooo funnnnnn.


My dad told me that my brother fell into a drain. My brother was like crying when my grandma applied some medicine thingy on him. So I thought it was rather serious la. but nb, to my SHOCKING surprise.... the wound on his knee... was FREAKING CB SMALL! LOLLL. LIKE THE CIRCUMFERENCE OF THE MAC MEDIUM CUP. WLOU EH, MY BROTHER REALLY PUSSY x.x

If i had a dream,

"In" parents huh. Now my dad plays facebook! My mum is no exception. She's always using the damn computer for her farming shit stuff. Once she said something like " eh lyn, you going to finish alrdy not? I need to water my plant, if not later the crops die I very sad! " . I'm like what water plant what crops die. my mum was never a plant-lover or whatever you called that. Now she's a facebook addict.


Yesterday rehearsal was a piece of FFFFFFF shit! We reported to school as early as 8 and end at 2 DOING NOTHING. WTF RIGHT. NBNBNBNNBNBNBNB MAKE ME ANGRY SIA. So much for using time wisely ah. To add on, I've got freaking nagged at because of my hair. LIKE WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE PUT ME UNDER TEA RECIPIENT?? LOL I told you its not gonna work either way. Its always about my hair AND my skirt. they only saw my hair. I bet they would be in deep shock when they see me tomorrow with my skirt that erm, unacceptable. HAHA. So yea I killed my time with the next door Nisa. Childhood games all the way!! WOOOO. vampire, tarza the monkey man sitting on the rubber band pop goes the rubber band whats colour is his underwear, chopsticks which I owned. HAHA. luv.





I spam Nisa's touchscreen with my face and video! HEHE :)


Consultation with Kris for Econs. 81 down to pasir and 5 to dte to meet my dearest baby! :D I ate mac. DAMN FATSSSSS. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. k so I did this vid cus I was bored. okayokayokay byebye.

Make it a better place,

My body clock is screwed. Fancy being all tired and sleepy when the clock strikes 9pm and being ever so wide awake after 11pm. I can't have 8 hours of sleep. Its either having 5 hours or 12 hours would I feel refresh when I wake up. Majorly screwed.



k cool so all these whiles.. I've my classmates reading the shzts thats been running through my life. haha hi clowns! Don't bully me anymore k. I will sadsad and then emoemo one :( HAHA oh I forgot to mention that my classmates adore me to the very core. they can't help themselves but to tease me with anything and everything. Zai hor, I didn't know I could be anything and everything :$


School was fine today. Pw for the first period and nb make me stress only :( cus all the other groups in my class choosen their topic already.. okay la by right we're suppose to have our topic choosen long before the june holidays and start on our surveys and interviews now.. but you know me, I'm always BY LEFT. so ya by left, we were stuck for 2 hours cracking our brains! sad to say, we've got nothing much in the end. haha we were tired what.
Tired = brain dead = cannot think = stone. V^^V


Best part was physics! HAHA we got our class photo taken with our Principal and some senior teachers. way awesome! Sally you jealous right?? HAHA I think its gonna be posted up along our collage or smth like that. omg can see my face sia! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. then was GP... hahah omg like sibei quiet okay. SIBEI SIBEI quiet till I want to whack the teacher. haha jk! She lion I scared. gp was a waste of time \O/


chinese was interesting and I laughed till i cramp! HAHA we were suppose to describe our classmates la. Someone said I've got a sweet smile. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH die got people crush me liao. ahhahahahah okay i'm kidding. K. I. D. D. I. N. G. told you my body clock is screwed. I'm high, as in powerpack high now at.. time check : 11.43pm. anyway!! yeah chinese was funfunfun! Esp with Kris and weijing. they is best jokers around okay. haha speaking of Kris, nb she damn aunty!!!! we went to the library during our lunch break. Kris was reading at the "shop and save" section thingy. She bloody took out her phone and calculate the damn price. Not the worst part yet. she said she intended to buy the stuff that she saved in her phone. I SWEAR WEIJING AND I HAD A FAIRLY GOOD TIME LAUGHING HARD AT HER IN THE LIBRARY. Aunty right wloux! Still "I don't want gaint, I prefer shop'n'save cus cheaper". She owned already. 100% guarantee aunty kris.


heng we stoned outside the pw staff room if not we would be doing nothing for our gpp. God so cute right, always stun here stun there one. Dr.Choe came and we consulted him and.... he's a really nice tutor! omg like love him leh. why our pw tutor not him siol. and yes after SO LONG we've finally came out with a acceptable and approved topic. Conservation of humanity. HEHE WE ANIMAL LOVERS WORS. HAHA


kkkkk, so its 11.52pm and I supposed to be in bed. yes clowns don't loser me. Tomorrow's a day off for my collage cus of our Collage day on Saturday. Tomorrow = rehearsal. I don't know rehearse what shxt but ya. from 8am all the way till 7pm. Siao right. ONE MORE THING, I'm doing the tea recipient thingy in other words, I'll be talking/serving the VIPs. with my hair and my skirt like that... MY COLLAGE REALLY SIAO LIAO. I hope they kick me out and let me jaga the bags sia. HAHA.
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I don't know why I missed you so much,I don't know why do I still feel your touch
You left me feeling hight and dry,with nothing but a question why
I guess you have another direction,leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
I guess I was too blind to see. You fooled me so bad
There's too many things that reminds me, all the love that I can't leave without
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xoxo!