Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Was I out of my mind??


You'll see more of me in videos cause I'm seriously vehhhhh lazy to blog. Besides, I find video faster and more convenient agree? hehex. I miss my someone someone.. oh! I thought i saw someone someone. totally scare the damn shit out of me. this someone someone is different from that someone someone who took me for a substitute. Complicated?? then don't even bother to comprehend!!!

I drank ji jing this morning for my math lecture test. I know sua gu but what to doooo. haha. I thought it could keep me going and awake for the whole day, cause it did work for me back in secondary school. but guess what! GP was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dead boring that I fell asleep! omgx, even ji jing can't help! what can you tell me!! My gp lessons is totallllly cmi :(:(

okkk time for my killer subject noahx, bye! :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

Not the only one.

Here's a video for sundayyyyyyyyyyy :)


I feel like whacking people when they asked stupid questions. Isn't it obvious enough that I've cut short my hair?? What's more irritating is that my hair is not acceptable STILL. yes yes major wtf I know! I don't know what the school wants from me seriously. I don't care if my principal or dm or any tutor were to read my site. I fucking sacrifice my hair for this school. What more do you want from me???? FUCKING ANNOYING PLEASE. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

But sally made it better for me. hehexx she always dooooo :B thanks sally! u're like the greatest flene ok. haha.

GP test today was fine. I hope I'd pass :( at least a E. E grade is not even a pass lol. but at least EEEEEEEEEEE. :( :( Math test tomorrow!!!!! can't waittttttttt.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Losing you (Dead by April)


What I have in me, in the mind is you

I would die if we were through

what I'm feeling now, what I'm having is you,

I am lost in pain without you



So cold, so alone

All I have is you, it is all that I'm breathing for,


all I need is you, now I can't make it through


All the nights I've prayed, most is sadly untrue


I am not prepared to be strong

I just can't believe I am losing you


Not prepared to carry on, I can see you walk away


I am losing you forever,


I am leaving ground forever


These days are foul, destiny is selecting me


I can't be strong, life is disconnecting me


Loving is affecting me


count all the days you were there protecting me

all I have is you, it is all that I'm breathing for,


all I need is you


Now I can't make it through


I am losing you forever


I am lost in pain without you


I am leaving ground forever


all I have is you


It is all that I'm breathing for


all I need is you,


Now I can't make it through


It is all that I'm breathing for, now that I'm losing you.
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Disturbia

"Five students from Saint Andrew's Junior College were suspended for three days for allegedly "flaming" two teachers and a vice-principal on their blogs"
I never knew it was that serious lollllllll. but then again, even if I did defame my teachers or school in my blog, the consequences wouldn't be that serious cause I'm not much of a person who can really express my feelings in words and I'm always contradicting myself. heheheeeeeeee . OHOH FYI!!! SAJC GUYS ARE FXCKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA :P


Yay. I like my hair. haha. Though I miss my pony tail alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(:( but I like the fact that its light and manageable. No more waking up with messy hair. No need to comb my hair. hahahahha ok la, I NEVER once combed my hair. hahahahahhah. shhh. No need to waste water. No need to waste precious time waiting for my hair to dry. yay! Short hair is the in thang now. Long hair makes you ugly! HAHA KIDDING



Please tell me what's going on.
The pain in me is not telling me.



I'm stuck at home aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. funny thing is, I like this feeling of being alone much better now. No interferes. No making a big woo-ha over small matters. No more making my heart skipping a beat. No more waiting for some reply. No more being a fool like how you guys treated me like one. I love my favourites. I love my friends. I love my current life. and thats that. please make this last.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Love was one big illusion

Hi people. I'm back from my hair cut.hehehehehehehexx.
and I bet you guys are pretty anxious to see how I look like rightx! Don't worry, I'm here with pictures :):)








I think I pretty much look the same LOL.
Anyways. this is not what I exactly wanted. but I'm still fine with it. gonna wait till it grows and then snip snip a few more here and there.


Now picture using my baby :)






kkk, time tuh studdie naohx.




I'm the one who set it up, and I'm the one who made it stop
I shouldn't be feeling lost. I shuoldn't be this way.
I should try to forget.

Gu gi gu gi guuuuuu


Sorry for the recycled picture.but miss vain here is no longer taking pictures or videos of herself that often anymore. Told you school's eating up all my spare time :( awwww, I miss my class. I miss 4/9! I miss auguring with that guy in the front row, beside the red shirt girl, over tests. I miss times when me and pohling would always laugh/tease MrKang's pronoucation :P. I miss taking pictures during Mr.Ozzman's lessons. I miss miss kang!!!! I miss staying back with my all time favourites, doing nothing and growing fat with them. awwwwwwww.


Honestly, I think S4's pretty cool. not that cool as i expected haha :P first impression of my class was boring but later did I realise that its no where near boring! hehex. S4 is like fun I swearx. no class can beat us. muahahahaha.


Chem > P.E > MathLecture > Physics > Bball >
30 mins meet up with Ruban & xiuwei @ dte.

That sums up my day.
oh! I saw Kheesen on my way to school today. lol I don't know why I feel like digging a hole and hide in there forever. Its so embarrassing to see him la! haha I don't know but ya. then PE was torturing but I had my fun with WeiJin & Kris.


and hi Christoper!!!!! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS AND PROBABLY BE LAUGHING RIGHT NOW.


My lecture test are like coming real soon :( :( I'm so nervous! lol I don't want to fail! Nobody does but ya la I just say for the sake of saying it. OH!!! I PASSED MY PHYSICS AND ECONS TEST YAYXXXXX :):):):):) God loves me.


Tuition at 9 + cutting hair = tomorrow.
Omgxx, I think I'm gonna cry and whine tmrwwwwwwwww. lol


Tom,Darren,Jingguo. hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahha
you can hear us mentioning about the three names every time. hahahahhahaha
sorry inside thing. and no its not that tom, neither is that darren or that jing guo.
hahahahah so funny.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

I went home with my teacher today.

Yeah, read my title. It says it all :) Like what's the possibility of you taking a 20 min back-home-bus-ride with your ALL TIME favourite teacher huh! and no, I'm not talking about SR's teachers but Coral's! hehex, Guess who!!!!! :D:D:D:D



*drum rolls*












He's none other than Mister kang!!!!!!!!! *insert millions of smile here*
Today is the best going-home-alone-day ever!! \m/. MrKang and I talked like as though we were long lost friend. Chatted all the way from Kovan to Pasir ris. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Jealous?? :D



School was fine today. haha, fuck like I'm repeating this sentence each time I blogged c.c I'm gonna get my hair snipped over the weekends. I can't wait! :P



I think my blog is better off dead.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

On your mark. Get set. Stop.

Where should I start from?? I miss the freedom I used have and I miss all my friends so plenty much :( School's eating all my time. awwwwwwwwwww.


I was caught again for my attire. This time I didn't alter my skirt. but I don't know what's wrong with my Math tutor. She kept insisting that its short, while my DM said its OH-KAY. siao or?? She even took out a measuring tape and measure the length of my skirt. You bet she got hell load of time doing this shxt. spending so much time measuring our skirt that she doesn't have any spare time to go shopping for new clothes. Poor thing. Well, one fact here is that I don't really like my math tutor. C'mon face it. no one likes her :B


Math tutor: Joelyn, you're a good girl. I want to cancel your name from the list.so please do something to your skirt


Ok la. she's not that bad. Just that... I really don't know whats up with her. I think she got something against me. I swear my skirt is not AS short as most of the year 2. I swearx!!


My hair is a forever problem. hehex. but guess what! I'm gonna have it short by this weekend ^^ you bet that i'm gonna miss my hair and be whinning non-stop for least a week. but guess its time for a change! change, change,change! :) oh. My mum gonna call the school cause my dm insisted that my hair is dyedddddddddddddd.


Anyways.Bball today. Was fun me luv! but then someone got her shoulder dislocated while playing a match. Damn sadxxxx. and everyone freaked out lol! then Nisa talked to her darren all thanks to Sally! haha. Sally is damn bastard hahahahahhahahahahahaha. HOWEVER, she dare not to bastard me with my hot guy. hahhahhaha.
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GP was happening. hahahaha. Justin and Jason slept during GP. omgx please, Justin is a sleeping King. and I kinda took a picture of them sleeping with the "flower" pose. hahahah damn funny. I think its rather rude of me to post the picture of them. well, I would at Silver rated. so yeah, too bad! this is called respect :)
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Time check: 9.47pm. okkk, i'm gonna read my papers and research now.
till then!
OH YAH. ONCE A LIAR, FOREVER A LIAR OK MISTER TAN

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Truth was always the eye of the beholder

Why only 24hours?????
I need more timexxxxxx :(
Time's running too fast and I've got hardly any time to breathe. hahahahaha. Ok, Kidding. Its not that serious. But I've got hardly any time for fun now. Sad or?? Whats worst is that I've received my first A levels papers already. I'm still recovering from my Olvlstressattack and now this. bisssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh speaking of recovering, hi xiuwei. please take care of your eyes though its pretty much blinded already. Blinded as in falling for *COUNGH*. hehe, you get me yes? TAKE CARE PLENTY AND TO YOU, SIHUI, POHLING,STEPHANIE TOO :) please take very good care of yourself okkkkkays!


55 more days till my midyears.
55 + 14 more days till my holidays!
Yay.


PS: HOT GUY = TURN OFF.
oh, did I mention that I actually cried in school cause I was completely stressed out? cry baby? suits yourself. bye! :)I'll be back soon, i hope

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Beautiful

I don't know.
If I am the one for you in this life.

I can't help hearing my voice calling your name
Cause when I'm trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I've fallen in love with you.
I can't so describe how I'm feeling deep inside.
So much more than I can say with your touch it feels so right
Oh my you're so dear, all the time you're so near.
for now in my heart, I will never let you go
In this life time, do you know why baby?
Cause you're just so beautiful to me.
Its alive to see you smile with those tears in your eyes
they may say that you're just a guy in this beaming world
but in my heart, you're like the world to me.
Touch my hand feel my heart.
Hold me close and you'll find me.
You'll find me.
You're so beautiful to me.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Major Dub-ber-U. Tee. F

My brain is always dead after midnight.
How dead is my dead.
This dead.


4.Which one of the terms listed below has the same meaning as Fly Aeroplane?


-Pang Pui
-Pang Puay Kee
-Pang Sai
-Pang Seh



Its obviously Pang seh but know what, I clicked on pang sai
hahahahhahahahahhaha so funny lor! I still remember that I texted steph pai sai instead of pang sai. hahahahahahahahhaha


ok back to my facebook! damn I'm so gonna be a facebook addict soon. bless me.

Stop hiding around.

why is it so hard to please a human?? When they get one thing, they want another. and when they got what they wanted, they wished for the better. When they got the whole world, they want the moon. when they got the Moon, the want the sun. When they got the sun, they want the stars. When they got the starts, they want Mars. Its never ending.


When I was working so hardcore, I wished school to start. and now when my wish finally " came true", I so much wanted to work like before. ha-ha. why wasn't I born a bird?


anyways. Work was fun hehexx. like what am I talking. Work is always fun!! :):):) Today's expectational, cause I worked with my mum!!! HAHA like cool only. But my mum wasn't much of a help, more like giving me more stress. tsk but still, I appreciated my mum helping okkkk. if its wasn't for her , Izwan and I would die miserably.


My mum was a total blur.
Customer ordered a Caramel Frappe, she add everything but not the Caramel.
Customer ordered Double Chocolate, she add everything but not the chocolate.
Cute hor my mother. then ended up I got all the shits from the customers. fuck, damn irritating okkkkk. I took ALL THE BLAMES OK. and despite being fucked upside down by the customers, I still SMILED to them. pro rightx! This is the irritating part of working @ Cafe. BUTTTTTT. there was this another malay customer who saw the whole I-kena-fucked-up-by-customer thing. Know what he said to me?
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: wa. that customer very xialan hor. If I were you I'd slap her already. I like your attitude though. smile smile only ahx! oh btw, you're cute. haha
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I felt so much better after hearing that I swearx!
No, not the you're cute part. but the whole convo. Though its hardly even 15 secs, but it really made me happier. At least I know I'm being appreciated by other customers.
this is why I love cafe :)



I was busy all the way till 7! Imagine not drinking water or resting for full 3 hours! It was that busy.. but luckily I have Izwan to entertain me HEHE.


Khai and lyana came later! omg I swear I wished that I could just stay till closing :(
I really really really miss working with khai and lyana :( :( the fun times we had , shouting all over the cafe, running after khai, teasing lyana. omggggg, why does good things always come to an end ?? :(


Izwan! I know you're not gonna read this but CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER UP!
I know I've been repeating this since forever, don't think so much already!! sleep more and study hard! :) Shall see you soon! :D



I'm driving myself insane. why didn't you stay?
I don't wanna stay alone. why can't you make another stay
?
tell me, why am I even in love with you?


Friday, March 20, 2009

It can't be over.

Woooooooooooooooo. Its been so long since I've showed people my fatsssss. hahahahaha X.X
Skipped running, swam with my dad at dte. I don't know its me or the water is damn salty. LOL
I swam for like 5 laps and I drop dead. Weak or??
My dad damn pro can. swim 10 still can do star jump. hahaha.


I think my father zai Downtowneast lehx. haha! Cause its like every 50 steps we take, he'll raise his hand and say hi to some stranger. Strangers from Nebo, from the bowling center, from Explore kids! Ya. My dad knows weiyuan's friend. My dad's wayyyyy too cool.


I'm sooooo tiredddddddd. I miss running. gonna take a short nap before heading out for work!
Be back in the night! :)

Not interested.

Work,Work,Work. I feel so great after working!! :) though my legs are killing and my eyes are turning red soon. I pretty much enjoyed my day at work *winks*


Anyways.
I saw millions of familiar faces!!
One of them was Ivan!!!!! HI IVAN!!!!!!! haha. I hate to admit this but I really miss Ivan alot and I swear I was damn happy after seeing him popping out of nowhere. HEHEXX. Okay. I saw TOO many familiar faces. One of them was you know who. But i wasn't much affected in any way. good thing yes?

After so long, i haven't lost the touch. ok la I did at first when I started work. I swear I was blur like everything ok. Everything seemed so new to me. but i was fine after an hour. hehexx

Work was with Khai. Khai as in SRJC khai, the new Khai. haha. Man, this is one good thing of working with one of your school mates. We can say about anything and everything we like in our school. haha! but too bad Khai dropped out to TP. but he say he'd be visiting SR on wednesday!! can't wait please! :B


I think I've been schooling too much. I'm getting very used to pinning my fringe up. lol I feel damn weird putting it down. Can see my lou han forehead liaoxxxxx.


Stupid as it sounds, I feel sad today. and this is the irritating part, I don't know why!
No, its not about you know who. I don't know who is it about!! wtf is wrong with me. Must be school.


Saturday spells fun cause I'd be swimming with my dad! :):)
Pray hard no ah beng to ruin our morning. oh, one more thing. I'm working tomorrow with khairulllllllllll. this time, the old khai :D
Night!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

FaceBBBBBB

hahahahhahahaah wtf!! I'm like playing my facebook account. hahahahahha I kept laughing to myself ok. there's this game called the i dont know what geo challenge. haha omg la, I'm sooooo noob. Ayman's score like 5k?? while I'm only 1k! HAHA. though the question they asked are the same and they would reveal the answer each time you answered wrongly, I still got the same exact question wrong!! now I'm starting to doubt myself ... how on earth did I everrrrrrrrr get into a junior collage. Anyways! then there was this pet society thing, hahahah damn cute! Ok fineee, mountain tortoise here ok??? as I was saying... I don't know what I click la, then the first house I entered was Smug's. I thought it was some computer pet or smth. BUT GUESS WHAT, HAHAHAHAHAHAH Smug belongs to Clayton. hahahahaha damn funny please. cannot stop laughing alrdy. hahahahhahahahhahaha. some more I happy happy go dance with Smug. hahahahaha wtf I wanted to kiss somemore, wtf!!!! HAHAHAHA Hi clayton, you saw none of this shit okayyyys?
yay yay yay yay. I'm working laterrrrrr!!!!! :)

Pictures all over the wall

omg. If only this day would last forever. I swear today is the best day everrrrrrrrrrrrr. ever since school started. I miss having sooo much fun with my friends :(


As I've mentioned. I met Eugenia before meeting bestx.We waited for her friend to come which took er, ages. haha. I bought my needle, but too bad. Time wasn't on my side. So yeahhh, have no choice but to drop the idea of repiericng my lips and head down to meet bestx!!!! I tell you, we are not just called bestfriend for nothing ok. bestfriend can read each other's minds. We reached city hall at the same time! Bestfriends rules like forever \m/


First was penni. Bestx wanted to get some... shit, I've forgotten what is it called. something like a guitar but its not a guitar. like a mini version of a guitar. I swear its cute like everything ok. the price also DAMN cute. hahahahhaha.


hmmm , lets see. I spent my money like free. hahahahaha. I cannot help myself not to spend :P I got myself er, two shirts, a jacket from Ginodaro, two bottoms from cotton on, a pair of slipper from cotton on and silver rubber bands from i dont know what shop. HEHEXXXXX. I spent over 200 please.


I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the bottoms from Cotton on. its damn comfortable to wear. PLUS PLUS!!! its damn stretchyyyyy. which means, i can still wear if I grow fatter. yay!!!!!!!!. ohhh and I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE my jacket *points to pictures below* chio right??????? :D


We shared a whole load of stuff while shopping and on our way back to pasir ris. omggg, you don't know how much I loveeeeeeee her. hi bestx! i know u're reading this. i'll love you till forever and always okkkk. no guys got me!!! FOREVER. HAHAHAHAHAH. *hugs*


Its been almost 5 years now. and we never ever got sick of each other :)
Cool or??
























Being an hour late... I rushed down to ws and met sihui,yuanyun, yijie and serene!!!
We were suppose to have dinner together but i was a bit too late. hehexxx

















With Serene around... we can neverrrrr be quite. omg pls, the whole of swensens can hear us laugh la!! haha serene's laughter is damnnnnn power.

They wanted to order some topless five ice cream.

*waitress standing a table away*
Serene: *turns to the waitress* one topless five.


WLAN EH. SERENE REALLY NO MANNERS CAN??? HAHAHA
she act like as though she owned the whole place la. hahaha
I think every one in swensens got irritated by us but i had funnnnnn . hehexx

Serene left. so yijie, yuanyun, sihui and I went to took neossssss! YAY









I loveeeeeeeee the picture above!!!!!! hehexx my face like classic only.


Those shots were all NG shots all thanks to TAN YUANYUN.
she kept making me laugh like siaoooo can.











Yuan yun was damnnnn slow cutting the neos. so we took video!!! HAHA enjoy okkkkk :)






Chilled outside mac for awhile.Caught up with one another :) and my brother was damn sweet today ok!! he came down and fetch me home. hehexx. eh hello, the coming soon is still stuck in my mind ok.
wooooooo happy thang. I'm working tomorrow!!!!! :D:D