ScholarshipS.

I've been receiving mails from...

Nanyang business school!

it's just a pin and they cheat me feelings! I followed the instructions given.. which was to go to www.ntuaccountingbusinessdegree, activating the webcam and to hold the badge to the webcam. but I got stuck at the first step. LOL, I can't even enter the site. I'm like curious about the holding the badge to the webcam part lehhhhhhsxz.

kkkkk, next was..

from Nanyang Technological University! just a calender with a stack of note pad and a pen :)

Lastly...

FROM MINDEF!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE MINDEF MAILS. *click the vid* !!!! Freaken' awesome right! I've received another one, think was in Aug'10. it was green and had the exact same card with my IC printed as a bar code!!! So creative lorh, wo xi huan :) But I couldn't find the other mail. It was as cool as this one ^^X

I was expecting a mail from NUS :( see if they offer scholarship talks like Mindef not. BOOOO, pls be my next mail. I wanna attend this Mindef event, to check stuff out BUT its on friday!!!! :( AND there's tea session leh! wlou, all the nice food.. NO MORE!

I wanna get a scholarship man!!! Reason being simple, I would have more money to spend on my clothes and cute stuff and on my mum and my hair and my clothes and cute stuff and pretty stuff HAHA. hoi, having that kind of amount saved can make me rich okay!

anyways...

I went CNY shopping with my mum ...

She loves the dresses we saw at tampines.. but /: ..ALL the dresses doesn't fit her.

My mum's big, I know, she knows... and if I'm a millionaire and creative and had a talent in designing clothes.. I would DEFINITELY open a shop specially made for plus sized woman!! then they can look gorgeous like the skinny people that can fit in every outfit. WOO, AND THOSE WHOM TEASED BIG WOMAN, START APPRECIATING BECUS THEY ARE AWESOME PEOPLE.

KKKKK. I'm gonna go watch CSI now :) ciaos!

work@starhub.tm

whaddup!! I'm like at work now. LOL. Freaking bored and tiredsxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I miss my bitches booooooooooooooooooo. Saturday would be another day with me boy!!! HEHE. I love you silly ass pants! I would love to marry you and have adorable kids with small eyes HAHA. K bai!!!!! XO

I slept my afternoon away.

Sup.

My friends, my tpjc friends to be exact, kept dreaming about getting lousy grades for A's. it a sign, a definite sign for them to start work and stop thinking about the results. OMG. You two will seriously DIE of fear. Go work and keep yourself busy! okay, so what if you two (or even myself) didn't do well for A's? Cry and whine about how not hardworking you have been and lie in order to comfort yourself with all the "if only"s?

There is always a point in life where people fall. God plays trick like this. And its all up to us to pull ourselves back together. Life is tough like this. What to do.

And IF.. IF I were to score badly.. as much as I hate to do this, but I'll retake my A's. Its gonna be hard to have that courage to face the truth. but seriously, what choice do I have? Work till I age? Overseas uni? Never. I will die of home sickness.

Now that aside.

Work work workaling work work. Working on weekends is a nightmare. The queue never stops. BUT GOOD NEWS THOUGH, I'M OFF ON THIS WEEKEND. WOOO. Saturday is a day with my boy and Sunday its a time for me to have some BBQ fun with my classmates! YAY. My polaroid produce ugly films leh. Weisemo ah.

OH YAH.

I got a text from my bball teacher some time ago about my jacket. Yeah we had this team jacket. I don't feel like taking that jacket from school even though I paid for it because its NUMBER 19. its not JUST A JACKET. its a TEAM jacket. I want my number 10 jacket :( But its with some junior kid. Imagine how many freaking time she wore it already loh! wthell. It may seem like I'm making a big fuss over a jacket.. well because I AM. HAHAHHAHHA. Whaaaaaaat. Sigh, but its better than nothing I guess?

Now refer to my title. HEHEHEHEH. K, I'm gonna go watch tv. I love my mom cause she's freaking awesome. So is my dad. and my brother. BYE.

Complains?

Its wednesday. Its raining. Its Chinese new year soon. stupid pohpohling had to remind me of cny :( I hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cny cause I don't like to dress up to my aunts' place. I will die of boredom there. My hair is in a mess nao. HOW HOW HOW. I've got to learn to start appreciating what I got man. Got to stop complaining like this. No one likes a person whom complain so much RAWRRRR And why am I always the messy hair girl :( why can't I be the neat hair girl for once? okay shut yiying. time fer teebee to chill. WORK ON THURS FRI SAT SUN FOUR DAYS STRAIGHT. MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS. lol wtheck, bye!! :)

Chapter #5366,

why am i always crying because of you?

A new year very soon,

Hi. I've been working my ass off at Starhub! Uniform is green, Cool like me. haha. Painted my nails after my shift. its gna be 2011 soon. like 4 days soon! I'm turning 19. DAMN NINETEEN. I've got a year to go before I'm officially an adult. EEEEEEE adult spells nothing but more responsibilities and being mature. I don't like to be mature, I want to have the kiddy-fun. K, I should stop being such a paranoid. Think positive, yiying, think positive. Well, one thing's for sure, I'm not anywhere being near understanding. BUT WHO CARES. I LIKE IT MY WAY. Love my friends, love my job cause its paying me at a good rate .. so peace! :) Guess I'm gna have a quiet countdown at my cosy crib. BYE. 

5icnic,

PICNIC CUM ROASTING AT SENTOSA WITH THE ABOVE PEOPLE. 

I tell you, I cannot find a picture that has all of us smiling LOL. I never knew taking pictures can be SO DEAD tiring. Swear that the above two pictures are the best among the others cause the others had some of us looking blurred/unglam. 

kkkkkk so I had fun with them! its been so long since I had the pohsixiuyen fun, LOL. Sentosa was awesome, the sun was great man!!!! Its hottttt but a good hot cause I'm burnt. HAHA. the food was good ^^ I likey, i likey the potato salad xiuwei made. Poor yenhuei was badly roasted HAHA. THEN IT HAD TO RAIN, sianzation. Spoil the fun. chilled at starbucks with MILLIONS of peektures. its been a long long longgggggggg day. I'm starting to feel the burnt on my shoulders. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE ^^ LOVE YOU 5 (XO)

Face issues,

What's up with people criticising strangers' looks?!?

Its no denial that everyone wants to look great on the outside, even I do. but do we have a choice?. No one can ever change whatever that is on your face.. well of course you can if you were rich enough to go for plastic surgery or whatever that makes you prettier. The point is... IS IT A SIN TO BE UGLY? SERIOUSLY, IS IT? What makes you think that you have that position to term others as ugly? What makes you think that you can fuck strangers up? What makes you think you are better looking than them? C'mon pea brains, PUT YOURSELF IN OTHERS' SHOES. If you enjoy being criticised by people whom you don't know and you can take everything that they shoot at you, then I say by all means GO AHEAD AND CRITICISE OTHERS AS YOU PLEASE. but if you can't then fucking shut up. sure, you may argue that you guys are just teasing about it and all and that you don't mean anything you just said. but can you just fucking imagine how hurtful it is to her?! You bunch are definitely fun to hang out with, but I just cannot stand the fucking bastardness in you all. FUCK. even my bf joins in. WTF. LEARN TO BE LESS A BASTARD PLEASE. _l_ I DESPISE PEOPLE LIKE THAT, THAT INCLUDES YOU TOO.

and to you, you pushed me away. YOU. PUSHED ME. AWAY. so i'll be away from you.

Gifts,

YESTERDAY NIGHT WAS A BLAST, FABULOUS, AMAZING, FANTASTIC, WONDERFUL, GREAT, AWESOME AND ALL OF THE OTHER WORDS YOU CAN THINK OF THAT HAVE THE MEANING OF THE ABOVE. hehehehehehe. Love you crazy people. Advanced Christmas celebration over at manpang's place. His crib is huge man, rich kid. I bet everyone was full. freaking fullllllll!!!! the food was like over the mountainSS. We had turkey and log cake too too too!!!! Imagine how we stuff ourselves. I brought my polaroid cam too :):):) wlou, the films are burning holes in me pockettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. so campensive :( HAHA . Had a few rounds of mj and then its present opening time!! HEHE I received some game cards from manpanggggg. yay cards! That dude sent ALL OF US home tooooo :):) such a nice chap. he's flying off to london tonight and will be staying there for a month leh. A MONTH. DAMN RICH SIA HE.

kk soooooooooooooooooooo love you yuanyun! love you sihui! love you yijie! love you manpang and the rest of the guys (lol)! love you xiner! LOL HAHAHAHHAHA.

anyways, since you have no intention of asking.... I have no intention of going because I KNOW you don't wanna see me. Hey, I'm seriously fine with it :). After so long, I realised that I'm not that kind of friend you want to have.. I've only got two words to say to you, stop hiding.

OKAY. I'M GNA GO DRY MY HAIR AND WAKE MY BOY UP. he sleepy head, ytd go jb until 3am! still so confident that he can wake up before noon. LOOK AT THE TIME NOW LOR, its 12.30pm already. HAHAHAHAH kkkkkkk gna catch tron with him and then flea at scape. wooooooooo, BYE! :)

Holidays boredom,

Hi. I was away for some suntanning fun with yun rui at yenhuei's condo! HAHA. I love her underwater camera :) Had many wonderful pictures taken as well. hehe, love you girl! But... sadly, we lost her camera :( I remembered grabbing everything on the table when it started to rain. Boo, we only realised it was missing after we had our shower :( Expensive lesson learnt people. to always double triple check EVERYTHING. I felt bad so paid a few bucks for it. /: but the pictures ahhhhhhhhh, ohwelllllll. 

I'm burnt. its a good burnt cause i aint fair anymore, yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Painted my nails Christmasy!!! :) :)  

sidetrack, WTH. I saw this while I was taking picture of my nails.

HAHAHAHAHH THATS MY DOG MAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA And you wanna know who's the culprits? 

LOOK AT THIER FACES! SPELLS MEAN ALL OVER HAHAHAHA. Kidding, I love them all. 

OH YAH, GUESS WHO I MET YESTERDAY NIGHT?! Give you a hint, hot girls; wrestling; a lot of teasing and dirty talks lol. Ruban & Hazim made my night wonderful i tell you! but it was more wonderful when my boy came over and meet us and we get to walk in the rain back home from dte. SO SWEET RIGHT. I bet there'd be more on Saturday when ivan & co meet us!!! OHHH, 17th is tomorrow yo! (L) AND I'M WORKING ON MONDAY. FINALLLLLLLLLLY. I've got a job at Starhub WEEEEEEE. $7/hr DOUBLE WEEEE. OKAY BYE :) 

WEEKEND FUN,

 omgggggggggg, i'm loving days like this. I don't know why but I don't like to take pictures with my boyf :( So...... we went to science center for the CSI experience thingy. I LIKEYYYYYYYY. HEHE. Had KFC porridge for breakfast, yummy! :) Head down to the flea market at Market's place & scape after that. The Market's place was a killer i tell you! We took like 30 mins to search for the place. i think we both have the confident face cause we had people following us LOL. Classic right! but the Market's place was a disappointment :( it's veryyyy small! :( . the flea at scape was wayyyyyyyyyyy better. I didn't get anything from the markets though, nothing catches my eyeeeeee. Think I'll head there next week! :) We were out for the entire saturday. I was tired but my boy kept making me happy and less tired. Stayed over at his place, slept my sunday away. this is why he is my favourite boy.  love you (XO)

I kill when you say nothing at all,

PS: Don't turn ur speakers up to maximum. I might make you deaf. 

Double PS, I was boreddddd and I miss killing songs. :b 

Friends are more than the world,

I have this sudden urge to punch my boy. HAHAHEHE. Alrighty! I'm back with pictures! :)

This bun is freaking awesome. 

Awesome till the extent that we had to do this! HEHE

That's yun rui. I think people would think that we're like lesbos HAHA seriously la. she got a boycut hair style and I'm like always putting my arms over her shoulders. HEHE 

That was the expo interview! OMG can you believe that I actually spent 3 days this week with her!!!! So unbelievable. But I guess I'll get more of her when work starts. 

k so i met the 4/8 gang + sihui at heeren! I was late :O like 30 mins late. MUAHAHAHA. 

I swear both of them have the potential to be lesbians. I was sitting opposite them throughout the 2 hours buffet and MANNNNN, they were really INTO EACH OTHER. "lick me" WTH HAHA. 

See what I mean? Forever cross-handed. 

BAHAHHAH BAHAHAH BAHAHHAH SORRY SIHUI. THIS IS TOO MUCH TO RESIST HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHA. 

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. She was scratching her butt in front of me leh!!!! 

My head was big enough but that girl there wanted me to move forward to make her head look smaller. BOBIAN, BIRTHDAY GIRL. SHE QUEEN OF THE DAY. 

SEE SEE!!! I've got evidence. 

I like this picture cause of sihui's smile HAHA. she looked reallllly REALLLLLLY happy leh. her eyes tells it all ^^ 

the hands..........

they were singing to some songggggg, was it the x'mas song or the sound of music? hmmmm

ya ya, that's yuanyun. tryna kick daryl after so many failed attempts. LOOK AT HER ARMSSSSS, SEXXXXZAY :) 

ALL HAIL THE GROUP PHOTOS HEHE. 

AND I FINALLY FOUND AND BOUGHT THIS NECKLACE I LONG WANTED. So cute right! I'm not gna take it off!!! WOOOOO haha kkkk, I'm going head to the CC now. I've been wanting to go a flea market and guess whatttttt there's one this saturday!!! all thanks to hazimmm. WOOHOOOO. Saturday is so gonna be funciting. BYE :)